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Posted by SuckyLife at March 16, 2012
Tags: 2012 March  Sexuality

I am gay.

and I'm asian.

and I live in indiana.

I'm not out to my family. I just can't. They won't accept it no matter what.

I'm not even out to my friends. They will all just leave me because east asians are very homophobic.

Everyday I wake up and hypnotize myself into thinking today will be better than yesterday but we all know that's such bullshit.

I want to make friends but I'm afraid of getting too close to anybody because then I would have to come out to them.

My life just doesn't make sense. It's just not fair. What's the meaning of my life? What am I still alive? that's right. I'm alive because I can't kill myself. FML


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By anonymous at 17,Mar,12 20:34

im not fag but my dick get super-hard on tranny porns. am i gay?
By anonymous at 18,Mar,12 14:43

Maybe. But the last time I checked, people normally watch porn to get sexually aroused- regardless of what you're sexual preference is- like duh?


By anonymous at 17,Mar,12 22:37

you should seek others like you for support


By anonymous at 18,Mar,12 10:54

Why do you feel the need to come out of the closet to your family? Why does the whole world have to know that you're gay?

I don't mean that to be flippant, I mean that with compassion. I too am a member of the lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender community. I didn't want my family to know, but they demanded to know. My mom doesn't accept it, she called me "funny" (strange). I wish she didn't know, because it's embarrassing for someone uptight to know all your business.

I don't feel the need to "come out". I feel coming out is silly. I don't think my bisexuality encompasses all of who I am as a person. If were androgynous that would be a different story. At least it's not obvious that you're gay! I think that's the gay establishment brainwashing people into "living out loud."

But on another note, you shouldn't have fake friends. It's better to have one true friend than a bunch of fake friends. Why not start by finding community online (not facebook).

Good luck to you.


By Cursed at 18,Mar,12 14:46

Sucky Life-
If you're over 18- you are free to move about the country. If there are no single, gay, guys in Indiana- THEN MOVE.
Cursed


By anonymous at 18,Mar,12 19:23

Fuck your family. You are miserable now, you might be equally miserable if you come out, but at least then you have the potential to get laid right?
I say, use your family for their money until you are done college, but move far away from them. Then, when you don't need them anymore, just go live your life the way you want.


By anonymous at 22,Mar,12 13:35

people who judge you based on these things you have mentioned are NOT worth your time. go to youtube watch the homo university I love them. They can help with their videos they are awesome. Be strong!


By anonymous at 23,Mar,12 17:35

I am so sorry you are having such a hard life. Maybe you should think about the fact that you were molested as a child. You don't need to be gay, you just need to come to terms with your childhood abuse. You are attracted to sex with men because you haven't accepted what has happened to you. Do this, and then maybe you can move on to a normal life with a girl. Turn around and go the opposite direction. Get the idea of being "gay" out of your mind. There is hope for you..good luck
By anonymous at 10,Apr,12 08:51

What the hell are you talking about!


By Princess at 30,Jun,12 17:00

Patricia Jhors Alabat / Hi David. We will all gonna miss you but we know that the two years on your mission will make you happy, and all the thigns that make you happy will make us happy too.well, we will all wish you to enjoy your mission (we know that you will surely enjoy it) and hope to see you soon.just one thing keep safe and enjoy :)p.syour cat is so cute:)you know what my classmates always say to me ???i look like a cat emphasizing my eyes. hahaha. LOLs.that's all. THANK YOU DAVID FOR KEEPING US IN TOUCH WITH YOU.


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