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Poor me

Posted by Justanothersadsadface at March 17, 2012
Tags: Childhood  2012 March

Everyone's childhood sucks.... Mine in a nutshell was my parents fought a lot. My dad fucked with us, he did a lot of drugs, alcoholic, extremely verbally abusive towards my very sweet mother. My young adolescence I attempted suicide several times. Once I took 150 Tylenol and chugged it all down with McCormick vodka lol... Gross. I suffered from severe social anxiety. When I say severe I mean I could not return a movie to the store. So basically I was in and out of psych wards, loaded up on stupid drugs that did more damage then good. Saw counselors forever... No help there. Except one! I was sent to alternative school and actually made a couple friends. Started doing drugs, having sex. Ya know a teenager. I was addicted to meth for 2 years and even slept with a 50 year old man at 15 for crack. Wtf right??? Oh I forgot to mention I am beautiful. Like really really pretty. But it's just made me awkward as fuck because I have anxiety and people stare at me. Weird. Ive had a long time love since I was 15.... I moved in with his mom at that age. He treats me like shit. Lots of cheating, just abusivness. I have three daughters by him now. I love them to death but I've sways been so fucked and I'm fucked now. I make horrible decisions. He and I were married divorced, togethere, apart, together, apart.. And now together? I think. It's a fucked up ass love. My daddy fucked me up ok. Wow my story is pretty bad when I look at it like this. On the upside. I'm a hairdresser and working on getting the efffffffffff out if my rents house. Pray for my children. I'm a loser. A pretty loser. Pray for the children.


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By anonymous at 19,Mar,12 04:32

how is your story or lots of peoples even that bad??? its just normal have kids..youre miserable..are yo people tryign to pretend you have bad lives??? get real here... youre mostly just idiots who are miserable inside adn hate life....its not your lives its just you...stop complaining just to pretend you have it bad when you don't...

By Cursed at 19,Mar,12 09:49

In my opinion- which is only worth two cents, I would recommend that you continue to see a therapist. If you can afford one? It sounds like it would be beneficial for you to find someone to talk to. The childhood events with your father have severely affected you, and well, you need to clean that up. Otherwise it's going to haunt you the rest of your life. Why not dump the abusive boyfriend/husband? Take the kids and live with your mother. She sounds like she could use the company, since your dad is a dick. If the two of you live together, she can help out with the babies, and you can have a pleasant normal life?
Just a thought-
I feel for you, but at look on the bright side, you have a family that loves you (your mom and your kids) and you have a job, and you have excellent self-esteem about your looks, and your not addicted to crack anymore!! That sounds like you've got a good start- to make a significant change in your life!!!
Go make it happen-
Good luck, we're all rootin for yah-

By Truth at 19,Mar,12 13:25

I like the part about "fucked up ass love". I'd give your some fucked up ass love, if you're really as pretty as you say. I don't think you are though. I think you might be missing a couple teeth from the meth. Plus, you had three kids by that mope you're with so fucking you would be like feeding a tic tac to a whale.

I hate you.
By anonymous at 21,Mar,12 14:48

I bet you do...

By at 14,Apr,12 00:57

idk i say u should stay possitvie u got a job many ppl dont have jobs and are dirt broke have little to no help just sayin things could get worse so be happy its hard but u will have to for ur daughters i have a daughter myself she is my world

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