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imafailure

Posted by icry at March 18, 2012

Tags: Attitude 2012 March

I am 26 now, i have a 2 year course that took me 4 years to finish. I was given the chance to study again for a bachelors degree when i was 21. after 5 years(present time) im still studying it.

my mom is now asking me why am i still studying, when i should be graduating this time right now, it was exactly 5 years ago when i enrolled in this course.

i was strong for the first 2 years in my second course, then got failing remarks, started skipping classes, and now, faking that i am still enrolled in my school.

im a failure because.
Im kind of lazy when doing something for myself.
I prioritize in having a good time.
Spend more time with friends rather than focusing on my studies.
get bored easily.
since, im faking my mom to thinking that im going to school, i think im robbing her of her money.

tomorrow, i have to show my mom how may class i have passed and how many to go before i graduate. i actually have passed 31 subjects out of 78 subjects and failed a lot.

we are living on an average life. i cant decide on what to do next. i know that the unveiling of the truth is inevitable.

i know you think this is TOO LONG TO READ. i dont care.

i just wish that i could turn back time. i know i am smart, im just ridiculously lazy and "happy-go-lucky"........ death is not an option.

i just want to start over. i just want to turn back time.

Hi, if you are listening, God of Time, God of Second Chances, anyone.

please, hear my wishes.

I cant think straight. i wish somebody comes, and guides me for what i have to do next.

i wish that luck will be by my side.

but lets get real, my life doesn't suck that much compared to those who are starving in africa.

it is just that, i have my parents support, enough to give me good education, and for what? yes, im smart, academically, but what i really am is STUPID, STUPID, STUPIDE, STUPID, for acting carefree, and......... damn it, i dont hate my life, i HATE MY DECISION MAKING. I HATE MY IMPULSIVENESS, I HATE MY WEAKNESS FOR SIMPLE PLEASURES OVER SACRIFICES FOR LONG TERM HAPPINESS.

I WISH THAT CAN TURN BACK TIME AND REDO EVERYTHING.

GOODLUCK WORLD. I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST, I HOPE YOU HOPE FOR MY WISHES TOO.

Votes:	[Yes, it sucks 0] [Not really that bad 4]

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Comments:

By anonymous at 19,Mar,12 17:49

i think you are a bit spoiled. and the fact that you know you are making bad decisions and that you're lazy....that's a good start. at least, you are not in denial and know what your problems are. i wish i had parents that could pay for my education. you are incredibly lucky. and obviously, you don't work either. i think you should get a job to realize how hard making $$$ is and what you are doing by wasting away your poor parents hard earned $.

you need to realize that these simple pleasures only last a little while and then afterwards comes the guilt and the regret that you are now experiencing. ask yourself before you do something if it is really worth it and is a good decision. will it make you feel worse or better? what will it do in the long run? if nothing else, think of your parents and stop being selfish. do it for them. you know the right things to do.

By ftwgirl at 19,Mar,12 22:19

I know what you're talking about. It took me 3 years to pass out of my senior year in school. I did manage to get into college after that, and I got real good grades in the beginning of the year but then I started slacking. I'd been through a lot of shit as a kid, as my mom left us and went on to live with 4 different men, and my dad got too lonely and depressed and he wouldn't talk to me anymore. That made me too accustomed to being lonely and it grew to a point that now I can't be around people. I don't even know what to do when somebody says hi to me. Anyway, I've cut around 70 days of school and I have no clue what's going on in the class anymore. I feel bad for taking the tuition money from my dad, he's not doing so well himself. I'm 21 and I'm still a fucking freshman. My life sucks.

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