LIFE SUCKS

Life is Stupid Why Bother?

"All stories are pre-moderated" OK, so I guess I'll censor a lot of things then (I was going to use lots of censored words but I don't know if that would prevent this from being posted).

Before I begin I'd just like to tell everyone who beckons to assure me that "there are a lot of people worse of than you" to STFU. Because first of all, not only is that generalizing a lot of things, but if that's the case, I guess I should just be thankful I'm even human in the first place and not born a maggot or some shit like that. Because there are many of things out there who have shittier lives than you. So what? In the end, it comes down to this: "ARE YOU HAPPY?" If the answer is no, then life is still shit. Sure, some things have got life worse than others. That sucks for you. But you know what? Despite the fact that someone has a slightly better life than you, it still sucks if you're not happy. Of course you can't be happy all the time, but on the general scale, your life should have some ups and downs and be enjoyable at least sometimes.

And before you tell me I should be grateful for living in the US, NEWSFLASH: I'm not from the US! So STFU about that. Also, STFU about the people who work shitty jobs for less than minimum wage in 3rd world countries. We know that life sucks. All the negatives of life far out-weigh the positives of life. So what drives people to continue living? I began thinking about that question a long time ago, and quite frankly, it's a very complex question to answer. I read of why most people only chose not to suicide due to the fact that they have family. Or how some people want to suicide but are too scared to. It's all on the blame of others for not ending this shit. For who you love? Even when they show they don't love you most of the time and send you to a place they call "school" so that other people see you more than you see your own family? Yeah, pff. Right.

It frustrates me when I know that the only reason why people know or don't know stuff is because they realize or see or experience situations that happen to make them cynical about things. At one time, maybe it was best that we are just ignorant of things and didn't realize the shitty things of life. But after a while I realized that that was a bad idea because when you do find out the truth, it hurts a lot, and it really fucks your mind. I find it unfair that the things that depress and sadden me the most is when I just don't understand or know something. It makes me scared of how big the impact of that thing is. And that's life, it's one big piece of shit.

I don't see why living is worth it unless you've got the better end of the stick. If your stick is cut short, and I don't mean just a little, but like really on the edge, why the fuck would I want to go through all this crap. Because God says he will burn you in hell forever if you don't? God is bullshit. Honestly, how do you expect to believe in this invisible being in the sky if the only proof of his existence is an old ass book? Are you just believing in it because other people told you so? Or is it because keeping in a stupid delusion is going to make you happier?

You know, I've been told a lot of things, and luckily, through sheer lucky circumstances I grew into a cynical one who questioned everything and investigated things to make sure they made sense. And what I found was that most of the things that I thought was sure certain, came out to have faults and problems and were usually lies. Lots of promises broken, and lots of liars.

I found that school taught me nothing about reality and wasted a lot of time, God is a delusion, and hypocrisy thrives all around us and much much more.

Yeah, I know, life sucks. Is the best solution for me to "suck it up"? Or "deal with it"? Is that all you can give me. Just let life keep going on it's fucked up way of hurting everyone, and just "deal with it"?

There are a lot of hypocrites in this world, and some don't even know that they are that. I don't think my life is that bad. It's OK atm, but if it gets bad and I try to fix it and it screws up even more, then I'd consider ending my life.

I hate life in that I know I've got the better end of the stick but am constantly reminded by all the other people with the shorter end. It sickens and depresses me. I have a pretty mediocre to slightly under-average life. It's OK, just NOT one where I can say, "Life's great!"

I read stories on this site with people with MUCH worse lives than me, yet I still feel unhappy. Is life supposed to be misery? Because it seems only the extremely rich and wealthy are the ones who get a proper chance and getting a positive experience out of life. And that's all it's really about. Getting a positive experience.

Also the fact that everything that people judge you by is all only out of sheer luck that you have or don't have something: EG - rich parents, boy or girl, straight or gay, "ugly" or "handsome/pretty" to society; all these luck based things make up the basic aspect of whether you'll do well in life or not.

I almost don't feel like talking about my life so I'm not actually going to. But believe me when I say it's not bad, but it seems like i'm in a sticky situation and it's going downhill.

Another thing is that there are people out there with a lot of good in them but are too scared to show it or people who show who they are to society and then shunned for it. Life is getting better for people or so they say, but even with all these "improved" living conditions, it still sucks. And I'm not saying that I want to live in a terrible condition or something like that, I'm just saying that I feel like the whole aspect of life is unfair. I think my life is bearable, and so are a lot of people who write on this site, but it's not going to be fun or anything, it's going to be about living the next day, and the next, with nothing interesting, and that's what most people do anyway, and I don't want that. I want to do something that can impact the world, but that's not possible for everyone. I'm not trying to make you people feel sorry for me, but for typing out these ramblings, I just wanted people to hear my philosophizing about life.

Do people agree? And yes, again, I understand life is unfair, but STFU about dealing with it. People who merely "deal with it" don't get anywhere, it's about making change for yourself for the better. You know - thinking outside the box, and finding out how to make it better. It's not about just making the same mistakes over and over again. If you're a smart person (which you don't exactly have control of), then you would eventually snap and feel like you need to bring about chance. And that's what I'm doing. My life doesn't suck that much, but I think it was important for me to say "ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!" and do something about it.

AND STOP MAKING THE SAME MISTAKES OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

You need to stop and think for a while about how you can make life better. A dead-end job won't do it, and what I've learnt, if you're shy like me, YOU BETTER LEARN HOW TO EXPRESS YOURSELF because no one gives a shit about shy people and you will end up not knowing many people in the end. If you are reading this and living in a first world country, there are many more possibilities to making life at least a slightly positive experience. The most important thing to do is to get over events in the past and move on. I don't want to get specific, but I used to dwell on mistakes a LOT in the near-past and hate myself a LOT for the mistakes I made and thought the best way to deal with this was to just.. well continue to dwell on these mistakes. Even if the mistakes weren't directly because of me. BUT I WAS WRONG. What's then is then, and now is now. No matter how hard, you have to just forget it and move on, because it might have sucked then, but you have to try to make it better now.

And honestly, if you don't want to move on, then you DESERVE to live in your shitty ways, because considering that most people here are in 1st world countries (I'm assuming because of internet), it's MUCH less complicated to do certain things. Actually I don't even live in a 1st world, probably a 2nd world country atm, but it's still not impossible, just harder.

So are you going to continue to put up with the crap you face? Or are you going to do something about it? WHAT HAVE YOU GOT TO LOSE??? You're already in a shitty situation, take calculated risks. Note: CALCULATED, not stupid risks like spending everything you have on gambling or some shit. what you have to do is try to find a way to IMPROVE your living situations. And if that includes shitting on people back, then who cares, because you were given shit to begin with!

THINK ABOUT IT!!!