I am 22 years old female. I know it is too young to say "regret" but somehow I am really regret for what I did in my life. I have been in America for 6 years. I went to college on 2008. Even though I have tried hard in school, but I did not have motivation for studying. I had a boyfriend and I wasted my time and my money for him. After three years of dating, I broke up with him because he cheated on me. Every morning, I wake up and feel like I am a big failure. My education is not good because I haven't tried hard on it. My parents are mad and me and even don't want to talk to me because I spent my money on my boyfriend and other spending. They blame me for being a bad girl who doesn't help family. I don't have a lot of friends because when I dated my boyfriend. He was my everything. Now, I am really lonely because I do not have friend who can hangout and share with me my sadness. I will transfer to university on August and money is my biggest issue. How come I go to school without money? I haven't started saving money for school yet, and my parents can't help me. That's why they always blame my for wasting money. I keep saying myself that I wish I could be back time, I would save money for school, I would spend time to study, I would take care of my parents. I understand it is not too late to be what I want to be but I can't be positive like that. Whatever I think of my past, my tear comes out no matter how hard to try to hold it. I just want to fix my problems. But I never can be back and redo it. | |
hope this will help and good luck.
try to get a PT job.
Your life begins with a single thought. You can change your life instantly but thinking differently. If you truly want to better your life, going to school is a good thing. No matter how long you go to school, it will eventually pay off. No one will ever take away what you learned or experienced in school. If you can't do, find a way. Get some help. Go see your admission counselor and ask them for help.
Get a part time job to pay for school. Maybe the school might have a job for you. Find the way..
To change your life, you must change how you see it.
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