I'm trying for graduate from high school but juggling school with work is not so easy. Specially when you're the only one bring income to the house. I have started to lose faith I don't consider myself Christian anymore. My mom as a devoted Christian, when I get paid she takes some of my pay check and gives it to the church for "God". I'm getting overhelm with not getting enough payment and not even being able to save at least 50 bucks. I'm doing bad in school now and I really don't think I might graduate. Everyone in my family is pressuring me to graduate. I'm also feeling that I'm losing my conscious. I'm starting to lose it and I'm getting angry. I have one thing that makes me so happy and it's playing soccer. I that sport so freaking much. That's my only way out of life that I have. Every single night I hear my mom cry and pray to God to cure her disease that is arthritis. She has had it for over 5 years No doctors or religion has helped. Sometimes I just want to run away from everything and live free with No worries or regrets, just play soccer. If only | |
does your mom not get disability? why is she taking your hard earned money and donating it to church? especially when you guys are poor and need the $ yourself. WTF? g-d does not take bribes. g-d is not gonna cure her arthritis just cuz she donates $ that is NOT even her's to church. church is actually supposed to help out poor people and not the other way around. your mom is wack and not a good christian or even religious person at all. she's a selfish person. threaten to leave your family or quit your job if she keeps taking your $. tell her you need to to pay bills. does your mom wanna end up homeless? tell her you cant donate $ and that g-d will surely understand. just going to church and helping your community through church is good enough. no need to donate $.
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