I don't have a car, because I don't have money. I don't have a job, because no one will hire me. I don't have a license, because I suck at driving. I have a bad sense of direction and therefore never know where I am going. I have no friends. I wasn't allowed to have friends as a child, and now I can't seem to make (or keep) any as an adult. I never hung out with anyone; even when people ask, I have to say no because I'm jobless and carless. I've never fallen in love, I never had a S.O. I've never even been on a date. I'm incredibly isolated. I have nothing going for me right now, even my education isn't enough.
And I'm 24. I have zero experience. I see all the people on facebook getting jobs, getting married, and buying houses, and I feel so behind. I watched my little cousins grow up, and I feel like they already know so much more than me in love and life. It's so pathetic; I feel like I'm struggling just to meet these basic things. Sometimes, I wish I was never born.
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They hate you, and so do I.
Try and grasp the good moments in life when they appear. Such as a relaxing day in the sun or whatever, I believe and hope that even though one may not have the most ideal life, it can still be worth living just because of those small and few moments where you are glad to be alive, if only for this moment. But then again, I dont know what happens when your daily life becomes so exruciating that its not even worth it... I havent had that feeling yet, and I hope I never will.
you're only 24 and from what i gather have a college degree. so that's a good thing. stop being so isolated and start doing stuff. do NOT let anything hold you back. try applying for internships so you can get some experience in while trying to get a job. join unemployed groups on meetup.com in your local area to network. there are a lot of unemployed people so don't feel ashamed. and you should try to get your license. millions of morons can drive. i am sure you can too. all it takes it practice, really. don't let it scare you away. there are people who have failed their driving tests like 10 times. i failed once. keep trying. you will get it. get out of the self pity mode and start working for what you want cuz nothing in life comes easy. it does to some but many of us have to always work for it. so take action and start living your life instead of wasting it away by being negative and thinking you cant accomplish anything. you can do it. good luck.
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