I don't know where to start. Life has recently been very good to me. Me and my family have escaped homelessness by way of a good family friend that happened to have a place for rent. However, this place is out in the middle of nowhere and I can't see my friends any more, people that I've been friends with since middle school. I managed to get a job out here and I really enjoy it, the people there are great. About that friend/landlord? I developed a gigantic crush on her daughter and, for awhile, I thought she felt the same. She'd flirt with me, tease me etc but I finally asked her how she felt and she just wants to be friends. It's heartbreaking, I can't stop thinking about her, I'd do anything for her but I know that deep down she really doesn't feel the same about me. I keep thinking it's me, that I'm too ugly or too fat or I just don't have that charm some of my friends have with women. It hurts to know the only girl I really felt something for in 5 years doesn't care about me. Am I destined to be alone? To look upon my friends relationships with envy and wish I could experience it, just once? For as far as I've come in the past year, why do I still feel empty? | |
If I were you, I'd move on. The're plenty of fish on POF. As well as numerous other dating sites. Sounds like the daughter is young too? Anyway, it's your life. But I would play it safe for a while until you're better situated both in mind and finances.
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