LIFE SUCKS

Got my relationship broke up.

Hi i am 23 yrs old. I used to b alone when i was 21 and i never believed in Love or any such feelings as was thinking that there is nothing like LOVE. Its just the wastage of time.
But then when i came to meet a girl in my post graduation and started chatting with her. As the time I started chatting, I was not loving her. Then i started to flirt with her and continued with chatting. I knew her past but still continued to flirt with her and chatting with her. And then a time came that i came to know that i am in real love with her and so i proposed her. My love used to be in touch with her past although v got tied in a relation which always hurted me. Then once i told her everything what hurts me and what i wanted and from that very day quarrels entered in our relation. In 3 years relation i might have been unhappy for half of the time. Even she was also unhappy several times. she was staying with her parrents while i was totally alone. She always found time for her parrents but never willingly tried to give me time. And finally it got broke. A shocking day that i will never forget. I don't know why but i will never be able to Love anyone from now onwards.