Its sad and worrying thinking that I'm 31yrs old now and have nothing in life.Not even a proper career,not even friends nor a guy in my life.Happiness seems far, I have made a mistake meeting up this particular guy who of different race..we previously worked together in a company and later on he resigned,started his own company and I went working for him out of desperation cant get a job,which is the big mistake..i start having a relationship with him despite his bad attitudes which includes hot temper, going out wt other girls behind me, yelling at me but yet i find it so hard to leave him even how much i tried.. he will persuade me be with him even till now..he keep changing nature of business over the years and situation has got worse now wt his financial..he is now struggling with a new business that endup in he selling his properties to make end meets,and i have not get salary in months..i have been with him thru ups and downs and years has past,I cudnt marry him coz of race but at times when look at him i dont want to marry him thinking bout the years i wasted,thinking bout his flirts,lies,attitude,he even have a child wt another woman wtout marriage..she has married others now n not communicating wt him..I'm sad coz i was not strong enough to leave him, i have no friends,now i have no career,and work is really boring, he cant afford to pay workers that only both of us working in the office.I tried looking for job but cant get any..
I dono what to do now..i have no proper jobs, work is boring,all matchmakings for marriage wt other guys didnt work,age is catching up,will i be able to move on if i leave him and the company? | |
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