LIFE SUCKS

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So pretty sure my life sucks!!!!

where to begin....ive been out of home since i was 17, moving place to place. I have lived in 6 different houses in the last 2.5 yrs and have no sence of security.
I lost my license which has made the last 6 months a living hell!!! i have lost all my freinds my GF and i split forcing me to move again. Public transport is a bitch!! this alone almost caused me to loose my job!

Im well underweight due to a lack of food and exersice from being hooked on weed. i look at myself in the mirro with disgust and cant see anything positive..

My only ""freinds" are my peers at work and even they dont like me that much. I dont know what it is or what i say to diserve this abandondment!! i try very hard to communicate with females but i have no confidense and after being shut down soo much i dont even try.

Scool was a failure... quite literally, i didnt pass many subjects and i was constantly bullied by teachers and students. i was always in trouble for getting into fights which i never started but the pricaples office was the saffest place at break so i didnt mind.

I am super lonly and dont know what to do... would love to meet new people but in todays world its soo hard to fit in and find someone who will look past the exterior and judge people on the goodness of their heart!!

I HATE THIS WORLD AND THE PEOPLE THAT SURROUND ME!!!!!!!!!!!!