My stepmother I didn't hate at first. I'm not one to hate, even. My own mother is too busy to spend time with me, so from elementary till highschool I've lived with my father and stepmom. They're both psychotic! They've both physically abused me, and not these little slaps you get but bruises and cuts. She's bullied me from elem till now, and the only way I've gotten through were my friends. I had to stop telling them the truth about my family after they said they would call the cops to get my dad and her arrested, because it really was bad. I'm not strong enough to just ignore them and everything jer amd her stupid sisters say (my stepaunts) hurt me, I'm bullied but why!!! , and I literally have no social life because she monitors everything, don't you have your own life! I was banned from school by my father once after I refused to listen to them any longer, and go to my mom! I should be able to.live with her damnit! mom divorced him and I know it was because he's batshit crazy, but I can't trouble her with this because she's already working so hard! He's got some sort of thing where he believes he owns my life, and here at 18 im struggling to escape. He says he'll hunt me down if I try to leave, and my crazy stepmom agrees with him! I hope to leave soon, im always locked in my room like a prisoner. My stepmom has been saying too lately that I'm a nuisence and won't amount to anything. I'm too afraid to date because my father and stepmom will drive him away with their monitoring and spying! I don't know what to do.