When I was 17, I had it good for a highschool geek. I had geeky unpopular friends, and even had a relationship with a geeky girl. Then, one night on the town wrecked my whole life: I was in the backseat of a jeep cherokee, wearing my seatbelt (the lapbelt) and the driver lost controll and sent us into a tree. 2 days in the hospital revealed that the belt ripped up some serious stuff in my stomach, and then 2 months later (after the first surgery) I woke up from a drug enduced coma to find out that I was operated on 5 more times, and still had more to come.
My girlfriend stayed loyal for a while, but after the 3 month hospital stay, and a 6 month rehab period (which I lived with a stoma, you can google it, but beware). After the last surgery, I thought life would start getting bact to normal.
Well, it only got worse. My gf left me for some jerk, every few months the doctors find a new problem with my body, and to top it off, I lost half of my abdomen muscles completely. Now I shit 3-6 time a day and fart like nobodys business. It's tough to make new friends, and my old friends are faling farther away. My crush denied me, amd cut me off from her life, and now here I am: 20 years old, putting off college to deal with my medical problems.
One fucking night ruined everything. 3 suicide attempts later, im still here. Guess I will stay so I cam take care of my brother. Would hate to die on him and ruin his life. | |
Stay positive and good luck!
I can totally understand the stress and depression you must be feeling about your accident. I'm familiar with what you've gone through- I worked as a nurse on a busy medical surgical floor at my local hospital- know all about stomas. It sounds like they have re-connected your intestines and fortunately you no longer have to deal with it?
Be strong. You are blessed because you are still alive. You've survived a tremendous blow- and can live and tell us about it! In my book- you're a hero:)
You're strength, determination, and courage will get you through this tough period in your life. The girl who left you- isn't strong. She opted for the easy way out. But mark my words, you will find love again-
Give yourself time. I'm suffering from a traumatic injury myself- nothing compared to yours- but it has affected and totally changed my life.
Please be strong-
It will get better-
Cursed
She's known as Deena the Gloryhole queen now, and has mouth warts.
Hey...I wonder if I got in a wreck when I was 17??? I fart like nobody's business also, and I shit at least 7 times a day! I was thinking it was because of the Sloe Gin that I drink every night, but now ya got me thinking....
...anyway, let this horrible event be a lesson to all 17 year old geeks. Well..lessons really, let's lsit them!
1. Never wear your lap seatbelt around your scrawny little belly while making pro wrestler jokes in a moving jeep Cherokee.
2. Your geeky girlfriend is a slutty little ass tramp who has been sucking cock for at least 3 years.
3. Instead of pretending you're cool by taking out the Jeep Cherokee to cruise up and down the strip, you should stay home and play Dragon dungeons with little pieces of lead and some graph paper and then fall asleep like 4 little fags on the same dirty couch pillow.
4. When fucking a canned ham, cut the slit only half as big as you THINK your cock is.
5. If you somehow get one, tell your stoma to go fuck itself.
...good luck in the future, Stinky!
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