Recently discovered my love of my life slept with another guy. Guess I'm just too young to understand, but hurt like hell (Wasn't the first time..). Father thinks I'm a failure and is a complete drunk. Failing High School,Mainly Algebra II, teachers arnt any help, parents could careless. Drinking booze to ease the pain. Mother fell down the stairs, bummed up her leg and my father didn't care. Arrested for being at the scene of vehicular vandelism, got 2 weeks, 51 days of ankle braclet, and 6 months probation. Guess it was the wrong place at the wrong time. Mother blames me for her weight, calls me a bastard child. Feeling like I was a mistake to be born, wondering why I was brought here. Always end up hurting someone, when I don't want to. Been looking for a job for two years...been rejected for two years. Having sucidal thoughts, but burying them with alcohol, still having old scars from my ex love, still cant let go. Though not as bad, still hoping for some light on my life. Perhaps just the very tip of a difficult life in store for me. Til' that light shines, bottoms up. | |
well, don't take this one wrong but love comes and goes, so whatever.. better you found out now than if you were married to her with kids and stuff. You'll find someone else!
you're in high school.. you're still very young, stay out of trouble & alcohol, talk to someone you can trust about your problems at home, DO NOT listen to your parents... i believe they should not be allowed to take care of you, you deserve better than that :)
do your best at school so you leave your house ASAP.. continue looking for a job, these are hard times so it might take a long time to find something.
Can you get some help from a teacher maybe?
i repeat: stay out of trouble, don't ruin your life!
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