i wonder what the world has become these days,
i am almost about 50, no work, no money, no land for live.
i lived most of my childhood in boarding schools, cause it was easyer
for my parents to get rid of me, first mistake, if u fuck u know u can have a child, and u are responsable for it. childhood sucked, every day since i was 6 cleaning a basement on my knees, and listening to the fights my parents had.school was ok a little till my mom decided it ws more good i went to a lower type of school (again boarding school)i hated it, so a dropout on my 16 th. work for me was as 13 in a dozen, had some good jobs, but always by some reason could not hold it (part my fault)money always a problem, i really not need too much, but life and gouvernement of my country made it expensive, yes in return social benefits and care for everybody, but the only one who benefits is the gouvernement.lovelife sucked everytime, i had my share of gf but it was always not me they loved, but what i could do for them (no money, no honey)but love made me blind many times, leaving me now with nothing. i gave up my life before to start a new one in another country with a woman i loved, it lasted 9 months, till my money was gone, and so was she, so now i sit in a foreign country no family, no money, no home, just a backpack with some clothes. it all comes down to caring, nobody have time anymore for each other, busy too much with their own lifes,if u look for help people ignore u, if u want to kill yourself officials say not do that. why ?to much paperwork after ? well if i knew a way i did it, cause life sucks, and i am tired of it, no love , nobody who cares, so why should i not ? nobody will miss me, i am just another nobody in this sick crazy world. | |
Almost fifty? Heck, that's young. Stop chasing gold-diggers, and start living your life! Try to find work. Save enough money to get back to your home-country, and live the life you deserve! Be creative. Forget about your pride, find work, anything, anything to pull you out of the slump that you are currently in!
You are somebody-
You are a good person, and you deserve to be happy!
Don't lose hope,
We're all rootin for yah!
Cursed
YOU BETTER START USING YOUR OWN ADVISE MISTER! Start today by not ignoring ppl, including yourself!!
Low school is for you as if you are some dunce, which you must be since you go to low school, even though you might hate it, the fact is, no one cares about you.
Take the backpack of life and use it by taking the straps off of it. You should not need for the straps, they are to use as a hanging device. The paperwork will be much, but the pain you vest upon the world from your ugly foreign look will have been erased from life.
We will not cry for you, so fear not about that.
...oh, and while you're at it, go fuck yourself.
Im disappointed...
You don't appear to be well educated either 'truth'. to be perfectly frank (honest), I find you disgusting.
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