im 30, have a degree,live with my dad and brother. but i work for my mom. she nags the shit outta me. so i hate my job. i dont have a girlfriend because im socially awkward and have not had intercourse in 3 years, only messing around. my brother has downsyndrome and even though i love him i am so embarrassed to take him anywhere because people stare at him like he is from outer space. i feel like crap, i always fuck up my friendships, so im always bored. i smoke weed everyday and i think it helps but it im getting tired of spending money on it. girls ignore me. my friend always tells me "girls can tell you dont get pussy". sometimes i just think life is not worth it and i want to die and not deal with this low self esteem bullshit. | |
You gotta put yourself out there bud. Sitting around on the computer, unless you're on an "ONLINE DATING SITE" isn't going to get you laid. If you're bored, do something about it? Working for your mom? WTH? Sounds like heaven to me, smoking weed, working for mom, got a job where I can't get FIRED? LAID OFF? Someday, the business will be all yours... Sounds like a pretty sweet deal... Maybe you just need to take a vacation? You've got friends. Go hang out with them and DO SOMETHING! Go on a trip. Go by car. Drive cross-country, take your brother- it'd be like RAIN MAN. In anycase, I wish you luck. Nothing is going to fall into your lap kid- gotta go out there and grab it!
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