hey there and thanks for reading my story. it goes like this... i have no friends, one bestfriend who has a family to support. last time i seen him was 2 weeks ago for dinner but thats it.. hes all tied up with work. i have some "fake friends", u know those friends and u dont really know about but still hang with them. I have problems.. im bipolar, mainly mania and depressiona alllways at night time. suicidal thoughts.. what would happen if i just died.. nirvana? or emptyness? shit nobody knows yet. too chicken to kill myself unless im off my meds for a while but i wouldnt feel right. im a drunk/pothead so go figure, im an addict. erecile dysfunction meaning i cant have sex, last 3 times which were one night stands i didnt get a hard on. viagra is far too expensive. all i want is a gf but there so hard to bloody find. life really sucks for me being an alcoholic/pothead. i do have cherished moments tho, 5 wonderful nieces which are preventing me from commiting suicide. anyways that was my rant at 12:14 in the morn. btw.. aliens built the pyramids.. watch the history channel. thanks for your time! | |
Keep watching the history channel and discover how white people keep on stealing every invention, discovery and medical and architecture from ancient civilizations like the ancient egyptians, myans, mezopotamians.... and the list goes on and on....
As for your life, well... i couldn't have said it better: ''too chicken ''. That's your problem, people expect that they can sit around doing nothing and they will achieve their goals and fulfill themsleves (so don't expect getting over pot and alcohol by writing this story). You apparently aren't one of the privileged people who have their mommies and daddies buy and do everything for them, so stop looking at life from their prospective and work your ass off to get what you want. Cuz let's face it, their parents didn't get to where they are by whining on-line ...
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1. I'm a pot head
2. I drink
3. And I'm on here all the time,,,,
Are you saying- I have a problem?
cough.
Cursed
I was just trying to help, but sometimes i just can't filter out my feelings and i admit i sometimes come out rude without realizing.
I'm so misunderstood :(
Besides as much as i hate your positive atitude , all is not lost, make love not war , etc... literally ALL THE TIME, the fact that you read through all these stories and try to help makes you a good person ( I guess..)
So are you rly saying that smoking pot, excessive drinking, and whining is the right way to go?
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