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I am Sick of my Life

Posted by BubbleBuddy at March 30, 2012
Tags: Juvenile problems  2012 March

I am a 18 year old girl and I absolutely hate my life. Ever since school finished last year I have had no friends, even when i was in school I had 3 friends that didn't give a shit about me, No one bothered to talk to me they had separate conversations between themselves and did not include me in any thing they did like going to the movies or to each others houses. I never payed attention in school and nearly failed year 12, I just wasn't motivated enough and I was bored every second of my life. I dont find anything fun anymore and I hate myself and my family. The only thing that has stopped me from killing myself is My 8 neices and nephews who I love with all my heart. I have never had a boyfriend and no one has ever shown an interest in me. Its not like I actually care about not having a boyfriend its just when everyone makes a big deal about you being a virgin and not ever having a boyfriend it gets you down and upset. My mum is the biggest bitch ever She constantly says that she hates me and wishes i was not in the house. She constantly does it to everyone in my family so everyone is grumpy and arses to everyone else too. My mum constantly yells and her yelling is scary. I am afraid to do anything by myself as in ring a doctor for help, I am too shy which i hate. When I try to talk to someone everything comes out in weird sentences and doesnt make sense and i constantly have to repeat what i say because i have said something that does not make sense. I have had a job for 3 months which i love but i am not concentrating properly and when i am in meetings or talking to people I constantly block out what they are saying even when i want to listen to them. My only hobby that i have and remember having is drawing and I am finding that i cant draw unless i am in a mood and that is almost never. So all i do is which movies in my bedroom all day and constantly eat. i am fat which makes me unhappy with myself and i also have pimples all over my face. I dont feel motivation to dress nicely and go out or put make up on which i have never done. I am afraid to drink alcohol coz i will spill secrets and I am afraid of the dark which constantly ends with me crying myself to sleep because someone is going to kill me. I dont want to be myself anymore and lately I think that my neices and nephews will be better off without me and have strong urges to kill myself and I am afraid that it will grow stronger and I will actually attempt suicide and i dont want to. No one cares that i am unhappy and my family constantky make jokes about me being fat and tease me and when i cry they say your life isnt that bad and just seem so angry with me. I no i sound like a stupid teenager but i need help and i m scared!

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By at 30,Mar,12 09:50

Good day love, Quit being a bitchy brown trout and get yer knickers on, go down to the pub, drink a Boddington, and find a nice colored midget to ease yer pain. You fucking jamrag, you are crying aboot nothing. You need to slap yer mum strait away and leave that rat infested cubby that you live in. If jack the ripper was still around, I bet he would think that you are one pathetic slag and let you live. God save the Queen


By anonymous at 30,Mar,12 10:14

Life is unfortunate... Why is it that while I've tried working hard most of my life, staying in shape, going to school, respecting those around me, this fat turd snookie is getting paid to tell students to "study hard, but party harder"... WTF.. Like I said though it's unfortunate.. Because while I cry about hacing to share a room, some kid I don't know in some third world country gets his shit cracked...


By at 30,Mar,12 12:35

OMG! I know exactly how you're feeling. I've been through everything that you've been through (except the part with the mother). Once I was fat too and everyone would tease be about that and my "mates" were bulling me about that so I've started dieting and i went so far that I got anorexia and im still fighting with it even tho i've gained weight now. Don't say that nobody cares about you CAUSE I DO! Don't do something stupid like suicide for example. The society is not worth giving up on your life, trust me. If you love youself everyone will love you. That works for sure. I'm trying that on now and my life is better. Society sees you the way you see yourself. Believe me, SUICIDE IS NOT THE RIGHT DECISION! Now if you want to lose weight, get your butt outta your computer or lap top and start feeding yourself healthy and do some sports. But don't go too far with it... i went too far and i've ruined my life more.. Good luck and one more time, suicide is not the way of solving your problems.


By anonymous at 30,Mar,12 14:43

Jesus is the only way to happiness....did I mention that is eternal!


By Truth at 30,Mar,12 17:02

Well, first thing first....you see, if a person with who you are acquainted ignores you and "doesn't give a shit about you" IS NOT YOUR FUCKING FRIEND YOU MORONIC FAIL PIG!!!!! HOLY FUCK YOU'RE DUMB!!! DO YOU KNOW WHERE BABIES COME FROM???

...anyway, so I was at Johnny Quik the other day to get me a "Dare" Slim Jim meat product gristle tube, and I saw this one gal, she was 18 so I wouldn't be violating my parole, you know, and i know this because she was buying cigarettes and it would be illegal to sell ciggies to anyone under 18 even if the ciggies were "American Spirit" brand (that fucking Indian Jo and his shitty cheap ass cigs) and o no one would ever sell cigs illegally, so she was 18 at least.

...so I went up to her and checked her out. She put her head dpown and drooled a little, but she had a nice fat bootie and some honkin' tits!

I was like , "Hi there titsy, do you have any polish, or irish, or indian or german or italian or slovienian in you?"

and then she said, " BraHHAGGHH AAANY blaarp" , and I was expecting "no" so I went with it before my brain kicked in and said "want some??"

She went all pasty white and said "bEEENG KLargghhHH, gahamps duh duh duh.."

and I'm like , what the fuck is wrong with you? then she got up in my face and popped a zit which sent zit shit into my left eye and she huffed away. I yelled after her, " Hey, nice tits anyway!!!"

..and she yelled back " HuumpER FRAP HUR HUR HUR...."

so I called her a big fat fucking loaf of rhino shit with egg, and she cried.

I don't feel bad about it.


By anonymous at 30,Mar,12 17:43

I feel you. I've been there. I started with small things in everyday life to make myself happier. They may silly, but in the long run it helps a lot. For example I bought myself some really nice makeup. Now I wear my makeup everyday and it helps me feel about myself. I also try to go outside everyday. Nature is amazing be around. Just going for a walk helps a lot. Be happy for the small things in life, it will make you feel better about yourself. As you feel better, you can start working on the larger problems you face. Take everything in steps.


By anonymous at 30,Mar,12 19:04

OKAY LISTEN 4 THINGS. Listen to me very carefully! I have 3 things that I know will help, plus some additional advice.

1. Focus on your job. Job security is hard to come buy these days. Use it as a distraction from the rest of your life.

2. I want you to start exercising. Start with jogging; light jogging. Don't overdue it. It will inject chemicals into your brain that make you feel better. I guarantee, if you job at least a mile every day, after the first two weeks, you'll see an improvement in your appearance and you'll feel better about yourself.

3. Go to the grocery store and buy yourself all healthy food. I hope you at least know what's health and what's not. Also buy yourself one or two items of junk food. Eat all the healthy food throughout the week AND jog like I said earlier at least mile everyday at a COMFORTABLE PACE. Then at the end of the week, when your watching a movie eat your junk food.

4. THE FOURTH AND MOST IMPORTANT. GET YOUR SLEEP. Go to bed early! Wake up early! Get on the rest of the worlds sleep schedule, it will make you more alert and less awkward with people. AlSO don't tryyyy to make friends, just be pleasant with people and try to laugh more and see the humor in things. This will draw people to you.


By anonymous at 30,Mar,12 19:10

ONE MORE THING: You are a random stranger to me, but I care. I have had suicidal thoughts before too, but the way I look at it, we're so young, that why fuck not play out the rest of lives just to see what's around the next corner? Could be something good. No one has bad luck forever ever unless they think they do.

ONE MORE FUCKING THING I PROMISE! You need to buy Proactiv Refining Mask. Your acne will go away. I'm TELLING YOU!
By anonymous at 01,Apr,12 06:28

well said anon. You're a big help to anyone with the same issue. :)


By anonymous at 08,Mar,13 09:29

I know that your life seems very bad and you don't see happier times ever coming but you can improve your situation. You did not mention whether you are in college or if you are working. I believe that you may not be at school or working and you are trapped inside which does not help. I feel very bad for you but it's important that you know it's not the end of the world on the contrary it is just beginning. So first you have to decide what you want to do with your life then go about doing it. Whether you have to get more qualifications or whether you are just going to find a job right now trust me you will feel so much better when you go out and find friends at work or college, people will accept you for you if you just smile and give it your best shot just take things a day at a time everyday is a new opportunity to make friends and meet people and do something for others. As for your mom being a bitch, I feel sure that there must be some contributory factors that are making her so nasty try looking at her daily life and what she has to deal with daily and maybe if you can help her make her life a little easier when she sees that you care she will be different with you. Always remember things are never as bad as they seem, go out and do something that makes you smile. One thing that I know works to lift your spirits is put your sneakers on and go for a brisk walk doing that will automatically make you feel better. Hope this helps a bit


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