This story of mine is a little long, so I beg you to take your time and read it.
Before I start my story I apologize for mistakes you find in my typing, English is not my first language so please bear with it.
5 years ago when I was 17 I met a girl, she was 15.
I liked her but since I was too young it was nothing serious.
After so many efforts I could get her phone number and we became friends.
Gradually I started to like her and after 6 months of friendship I got my first kiss with her.
After that I deeply fell in love with her...
but things weren't going as expected.
Her father got a mission and they had to travel to another city located 590 km away from me.
It was hard so she decided to breakup with me...
I was depress, but after 1 week she returned to me and I thought that nothing had happened, so I started to love her more than before.
For 2 years we spent a long distance relationship, sometimes she had time to travel to my city and we had fun but she never stayed.
When 2 years finished, her father got another mission for another city located more than 900 km from me...
Again she decided to breakup with me because it was really difficult this time
but again she returned
Everything went smoothly till the last summer.
Last summer, suddenly she changed.
She said they're going to live forever in that city and she said that this time we seriously need to breakup.
She said terrible things to me such as: "I may be the best person for you, but you're not the best one for me" or "Don't try to understand my feelings, because you can't"
She blocked me on facebook, changed her phone number, deactivated her Gmail and she simply left me all alone...
I tried my best to get over it and after 3 months I was almost healed when...
Oh my God, I can't even type it
A friend of her told me that she has a new boyfriend now
I seriously wanted to die that night, I cried, I yelled at myself, I hit myself and those were the only things I could do.
Now I'm here...
Trying my best to get over the pain in my heart
The only thing I know is that I deeply love her
It's been 239 days since she left me but I still cry and I still dream of her when I sleep.
I know this problem of mine is not a big deal, and I know that many people have experienced something worse than me...
But I just don't know what to do
The picture of her kissing someone else in my mind is the worst torture I've ever experienced.
I just need some help
Thank you for reading my story