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Posted by anonymous at April 1, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Relationship

Basically i have no definite sexuality, causing an essential block in developing relationships. When i am with a guy, i feel numb, and when im with a girl i feel numb. When i was younger i thought to myself that I would be able to create a life plan to eradicate this issue before my high school career was finished, but the confusion only got worse. I am pretty sure if i were to put a label on what i am, i would basically be gay because i am sexually attracted to men. But when i get close to a man, i lose all feeling and sense of relationship. But its not only sexual relationships, but in every day interactions Its almost as if i lost my entire ability to communicate with everyone. I am just shy of 21 and i want this to end, but ive been dealing with this since i was a child. I tried talking to my parents about it, but theyve shunned me. I feel isolated and my mood swings are getting worse as the days go by. Ive lost major hope in my future, and i just want everything to end.

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By anonymous at 01,Apr,12 23:42

i know how u feel but for a whole different reason.i went on facebook today to bitch about how i want it all to be over. when i logged on i saw a real picture of a ten month old baby who had 3rd degree burns over almost her whole body. i didnt post. i cryed for an hour and decided my problem is not as bad as hers. i still feel like shit but for today ill be ok. take one day at a time i guess. sorry if that was not helpful to you


By anonymous at 02,Apr,12 01:34

Hang in there buddy. Seeking professional help is probably a great idea if you have access to a psychologist. Talking openly with a doctor will help you in speaking with people as well as treat whatever is ailing you.


By anonymous at 02,Apr,12 22:22

you and I are completely alike. I am almost 21, have never been in a serious physical relationship and can no longer define who i am because my dick doesnt work right. Ever since I stopped being attracted to women and attracted to men my life has literally been in the shitter. I grew up around boys, I used to know how to shoot the shit and dick around, but now Its like none of that ever mattered. Like I never knew shit and I was wrong. Its weird too, because I know I feel different. Its like the depression feeds the attraction. The actual feeling of attraction has changed, it has become physically and emotionally different. The feeling that I have no control of my life permeates every part of how I interact with people, and how I look at myself. I cant even comprehend how some people can confidently walk around in life like they know anything, because it only takes one fucking moment for you to truely understand that you never knew anything, and you probably never will. I guess I'm just reluctantly putting my life back together even though it is nothing I would have ever wanted for myself. If you had told me when I was 16 that I had sexual confusion, social awkwardness, severe depression and PTSD to look forward to, I probably would have offed myself right then and there.

Most people have no fucking concept what its like to become something that they never ever wanted to be.What that does to the way you live, and the way you think. People know nothing. Fucking nothing.

Ps- God is a fucking coward


By anonymous at 07,Apr,12 05:04

For your problem, only god can help you. Trust me. Pray to god and he will help you. BELIEVE IN HIM AND YOU CAN GET CURED. IM NOT KIDDING. I WILL PRAY FOR YOU AND IT DOES WORK!!! HOPE YOU CAN GET CURED!!! HOPE YOU CAN BE CURED TODAY!!!
By anonymous at 20,Apr,12 03:21

cured of.....?


By take a look at it! at 25,Oct,13 04:21

WPg0t7 Awesome post.


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