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Posted by anonymous at April 2, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Attitude  Job

I want to work, I want to learn, I want to love, I want to be happy! I don't have money for college, I have a part time job where I work 12 hours a day and when I get back I'm tired as hell. And I don't have any money left for ANYTHING. This isn't even my computer. How can a person stay motivated if what I want in life I can't be reached. All I can have is a part time job. And another after that..and another. I can't even buy a freaking book. And I love to read so much. I wish I could just read all day somewhere in a meadow in the mountains and enjoy the sunshine. Health care...jobs..social pressure...no real friends. I have friends, sure..I can't go out with them that much because I don't have the money to pay one drink. ONE. I'm 20. Nobody to help me. I'm not depressed or sad or angry, I'm just numb since I tried my best and it wasn't enough, because of MONEY. Please could you tell me, how do I make my life better? How can I change this? And be happy? I just want to not worry about bills and have enough money for books. I don't even care about clothes that much or expensive materialistic things. I want to work. I want to change. I need help. Help isn't coming.


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By at 02,Apr,12 11:30

hey i will help u..........can i contact u.pls trust me....for me it was reverse.i had every thing...but i was not working................
By anonymous at 03,Apr,12 04:59

oh thank you but I will decline. all the best, really. at least there are some people who wish to help. thank you


By anonymous at 02,Apr,12 15:04

You have your self. You belong to yourself. And that is a good thing. I am involved with a man who now pays for me to be with him. We live in extreme luxury, but I am very lonely and very sad and feel powerless. In the beginning I thought it was because he loved me. It isnt. It is because he is a 78 year old asshole who wld rather pay someone to be with him than loving someone and having someone love him.I am saving every month so that I can be like you, someone with a job, with selfworth, someone who belongs to no one but myself. I want my self esteem back, I want to have choices again.
By Cursed at 02,Apr,12 15:16

Honey- get yourself a job and quick. Relying on a man to support you, will get you no-where. Trust me. Do it now!
I'm glad you realized your situation before it was too late- good luck!
By anonymous at 03,Apr,12 01:52 Fold Up

Cursed it right. Get yourself a job. Good thing you've figured it out 'fore it's too late. Leave your DOM and only rely on yourself for everything. Be independent and strong.
Go girl! Good luck.
By anonymous at 03,Apr,12 04:54

I really am trying. And I do rely on myself. But it's just that I would like some help. And I don't mean in a financial way but in a caring way. Everybody is so selfish(those around me). Just support or love. Maybe it will change someday. Thank you so much, really. Everybody for the nice comments. Oh and I'm not from America so it's really different from where I am. I'm saving up money to join a library.
By anonymous at 03,Apr,12 05:00 Fold Up

good point, there are people who have it much worse. well I advise you to get a job or something and start living your life alone? you can do it! love will come. so I hope...good luck


By Cursed at 02,Apr,12 15:09

Dear Something-
Here's what you do- go to your highschool guidance counselor (even though your 20) and have them help you apply for school. It's best to go to a community college and later transfer those credits to where you want. Otherwise, apply to a state college or university. Private colleges will rape you. In anycase, if you don't have a highschool counselor, go to your local community college and apply for classes. They will give you all the paperwork you'll need for filling out financial aid. Fill out the financial aid and ask for anything- grants, loans, scholarships, whatever you can apply for do it- Grants and scholarships you don't have to pay back...
You can do anything you put your mind to-
If you can live with your parents and go to school- do it. Otherwise, you'll have to include housing expenses in your loan amount. At school, you can eat, sleep, and study. If you want to read- join the public library. Get a library card, take out a book, and find your grassy, sunny, knoll. Help is out there, you just have to hunt for it!
Good luck kid-
Keep up your spirits and motivation and you'll go far!
Cursed
By anonymous at 03,Apr,12 05:02

oh btw cursed you're awesome I see you post on others also and you are trying! and doing a good job. I'm sure I'm not the only one who is grateful. Good luck with your life and all the best!


By anonymous at 02,Apr,12 16:20

Go to a Library for fucks sake if you wants free books. What am I, Captain Obvious???????
By anonymous at 03,Apr,12 04:55

yea I need money to join a library and am saving up. Thank you Captain Obvious. Rude much?


By anonymous at 02,Apr,12 23:28

No ones gonna save you, do it yourself.
By anonymous at 03,Apr,12 04:57

I know that, I only meant some support in the form of love not financial. A good honest friend. But good point. Though I wish you would have said it in a kinder way. Everybody seems in a big rush and everybody is stressed. Thanks in any case..


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r7q2VA There is definately a lot to find out about this issue. I really like all of the points you made.


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