I am 32, very attractive, as my friends or acquantances tell me. I have been married Twice in a foreign country and picked wrong people so got divorced two times. My degree is from the best university in the world yet my job consists of dealing with people who won't ever thank, encourage ad admit into ther upper circles. Maybe because I am too young, or am someobe who is not local and very different from thrm. I feel very isoated at work - no frends, no camaraderie, no one to rely on and talk to. I am doing transactional boring work eventhough I am capable of being so much more. I feel like British snobbery will not see me inside the vircle and am in a thankess place. I have no one t ce home to and hug - I met a guy at work previously and we were in love so I had been waiting for him to get divorced - his idea! - for four years!! Spending all holidays alone as his amily would not accept us/me.
We broke up last year and he didnt alk yo e for two months then egging to re-consider everything.
I have, hoping he was free and canged. We are now together but he still drinks, abusing alcohol every day and has not still gt dvorced.
He doesnt want to live together and I feel so lonely by myself in this flat.
I have no one to hug Close and my mum s far away and in hospital. My boss is a real jerk no one wants to work for and I have worked 14 hr days flat which is still not enough.
I feel lonely, very depressed and scared to de alone having no purpose or somebody nice around.
Men mostly want to sleep and leave and women are jealous bitches - evrn if I ake a real effort to befird. I see no light n front of me. | |
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