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Posted by gavin at April 3, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Attitude

I hate my life. i hate myself for writing about how much it sucks-but it really fucking does.

i was married, i didnt love her anymore (i worked, she didnt-resentment built up and killed my love for her). we split up a year ago but she still lives with me as she has nowhere else to go.

so i go to work at a job i hate(im a chef and dont want to be a chef buti need to work to pay my bills). I then go home to my studio apartment and ex-wife-no space to myself.

sometimes to break the routine (up at 5.30am, work, home, bed by ten..) i get drunk...but then i feel guilty as i dont have much money...

im not whinging...every day is the same pile of stinking shit and i fucking hate it, i hate waking up in the morning, i hate people, i hate the world...everything is fucking shit...


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By anonymous at 03,Apr,12 20:11

it makes no sense you are with your ex- she has no place to go huh? You need to move out ASAP and have her deal with her own life; or have her move out which ever is easiest. No one is forcing you to be a chef; if you don't like it go to school and learn something new.


By anonymous at 04,Apr,12 00:13

You split from your wife because she didn't work? Have you forgot that you are the man and it's your responsibility to work (or are you)?. I feel sorry for her because she married a loser like you.


By anonymous at 04,Apr,12 04:43

Last sentence i agree with. Just try stop feeling guilty. You are a free man and can do as you like. Your ex-wife is an adult and needs to pay for her own bills.


By anonymous at 04,Apr,12 07:26

Get over yourself, dude. Try to have fun one night. go to a bar and party till you drop! Your life is boring.


By anonymous at 04,Apr,12 07:27

Get over yourself, dude. Try to have fun one night. go to a bar and party till you drop! Your life is boring.


By anonymous at 04,Apr,12 07:36

I feel your pain. Try 35 years of this,3 kids and no way out.


By anonymous at 09,Apr,12 23:27

ARE YOU IN PAIN ? HEADACHE, BACK PAIN? CANCER, I LIVE EVERY DAY IN PAIN THAT SUCKS YOUR YOUNG CHANGE IT MOVE DATE SOMEONE NEW THERE IS LOTS OF JOBS OUT THERE. I WILL PROBLEY NEVER BE PAIN FREE SURG WON'T HELP SO IF YOU ARE PAIN FREE BE HAPPY CHANGE YOUR LIFE AROUND, YOU MAYBE SO HAPPY AS LONG AS WERE BREATHING WE CAN CHANGE REMEMBER THAT DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY LIVE IT


By anonymous at 13,Jan,15 13:34

man, it's really not that bad. get over it


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