Trying to find happiness | Posted by anonymous at April 3, 2012 | Tags: 2012 April |
It seems like I have been suffering from depression off and on for most of my life. Despite that, I've managed to get an education and a job. It was often a struggle but I've always wanted a "normal life". It had been hard for me and I pushed on with the hope of having a wife and family one day. I had a major breakdown in 1988 and for the last 25 years I've been suffering from OCD and depression. I take meds and sometimes it's good sometimes not so much.
More recently, I thought I would try to fulfill one of my life-long dreams which was to have a child. I couldn't get my girfriend/wife to agree to have one. Then finally she made up her mind and we tried for a while then more recentlty she changed her mind on the matter and now has decided not to. This has made me kind of lose a bit of hope because that was something I've been dreaming about for years. Realistically, I'm too old now so I'm stuck trying to find something of value to do with my life. I know life could be worse but there are days when one questions things. When I get down my OCD gets worse too which is not good. I worry about things endlessly. I came accross this website so I thought I'd write. Sometimes it's hard to know where to vent... | |
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P.S.: If the skinny bitch doesnt want to have a child, then dump her ass and repeat the process until you achieve success.
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