LIFE SUCKS

lonely

Im 26 and never been inlove until recently i met this guy at facebook,he is friends with some of my friends so I was interested to talk to him since we have common people in our lives.It was just a a friendly chat,until we exchange numbers then he started texting and calling me daily,asking how i am or simply just to hear my voice..I started to fall for him since he really makes me happy..we started treating each other as a couple..but the thing is,he already has a family,but currently his wife and kid lives in another city.he always tells me that he is more into me than to his wife.he never felt so inlove with anyone but me..i tried to control my feelings cause I know that this will just cause alot of problems.but as time goes by.Im beginning to feel that I really love him..last night with had a big fight..he came to my city just to see me but I refused to for some valid reasons,he became upset and told me that he made some sacrifices just to see me..I explained to him that I dont want our relationship to go any further,i just want it the way it use to be..he got upset and asked me since we wont be seeing each other if he can go out with his ex,since we are both from the same city..this totally made me so mad,I told him to do whatever he wants cause i dont care,although it really made me cry..but this morning he called me to apologize about what happened last night and told me that he did not go out with his ex..but the worst part is,his wife and kid flew all the way here to be with him..he told me that he will come to see them and i said its ok..but its already night time but I still havent heard anything from him..i never felt so sad cause I got used to him calling me several times a day..Ive been thinking maybe he changed his mind and whatever we have is already over..I just cant accept that it will b over anytime soon...