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My life sucks as of now

Posted by Scared at April 9, 2012
Tags: Anxiety  2012 April  Juvenile problems

I have Social Anxiety and Depression. I've been battling it for many years. I still have thoughts of suicide no matter how many times i try to block it out of my mind. My father is in jail and my mom hates me. I'm the black sheep of my family. I have never gotten anything right no matter how much I try, I have the worst luck known to man, I am litterly a waste of space. i act like I don't give a fuck about a lot of things but I actually do. I care too much about what people think and that's what stops me from doing the things I want to do. I am a coward and I am nothing. I don't even think I will even pass my senior year because my anxiety is so bad that i'm failing. I wish I didn't have so many problems and will make my family proud and myself. I don't want to be a loser. That's all I'm asking for.


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By anonymous at 10,Apr,12 14:30

you are not a waste of space, you are not a loser. You just are going through some stuff. Maybe you have a chemical imbalance that could be helped with the right doctor and medication or other treatment. Life is a miracle, when you look at it as I do- What are the odds of ever being born at all? How many people in the world, but your parents found each other. How many eggs from your mom, how many sperm from your dad, yet just the right and ONLY combination came together that could ever possibly make you. You won the lottery, and billions of your potential siblings did not. I hope you find relief and happiness, your letter really touched me. Don't give up

By Truth at 10,Apr,12 16:22

Well, unfortunately you have already passed into the realm of the loser. you have a great attitude though! You have a great chance of being reunited with your dad soon. If you do it right you can maybe plea bargain your time to coincide with his release date, then you can be losers inside, and then again when you get out...together!

If I were you, I'd start smoking weed...rope, gooner, brain smog, yerba, pot....right now, so that you can rid yourself of wondering whether or not your going to graduate highschool. This way, you'll be assured you won't...problem solved!

Next, I'd start hanging out with ladies with, and try to get one of them knocked up so you can be sure there'll be at least ONE person out there dumber than you are.

Whatever you do, don't try suicide. You're the kind of person who's so dumb he would try to hang himself with licorice ropes. That'd be a colossal waste of licorice ropes, especially the red one because the black ones tast like what I imagine flea shit tastes like.

By anonymous at 11,Apr,12 05:17

"(then jesus said) Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28.

ĄCasting the whole of your care [all your anxieties, all your worries, all your concerns, once and for all] on Him, for He cares for you affectionately and cares about you watchfully. 1 Peter 5:7 (AMP)
ĄThe Lord is good, a Strength and Stronghold in the day of trouble; He knows (recognizes, has knowledge of, and understands) those who take refuge and trust in Him. Nahum 1:7 (AMP)

Jesus loves you, he died on the cross for you, he died for your sin so that you could have eternal life. He knows the pain your going through, he can help you, he can change you and your life. Take him at his word.

You may have a chemical imbalance and if so anti depressent drugs and anxiety drugs can balance your serotonin levels. Anxiety and depression can be like a disease, you need to seek treatment. I would also say pray about it, God offers comfort that that the world cant offer.


By anonymous at 17,Apr,12 16:21

You can encounter Christ in a very powerful way, in the midst of feelings of isolation or loneliness. Looking at the crowds of people around you doesn't help, when you feel that no one truly cares for you.

The Psalmist cried out, "No man cares for my soul." [Psalm 142:4]. He was experiencing the loneliness of isolation from other people, and the feeling that those around him were pursuing their own interests rather than showing genuine concern for his soul.

People are often pursuing their own interests and desires, but the lesson we must learn is that people are not our source. In the midst of your isolation, you can turn to Christ and discover that His love truly does satisfy. Jesus understands loneliness and rejection. He experienced isolation from people. Because he understands, he is able to bring acceptance and love.

Christ brings you love, acceptance, and intimate communion with the God of love. With Christ, you are not alone. He conquers your loneliness by coming to dwell within you. Loneliness is removed by the presence of the indwelling Christ.

There is precious communion with Christ, when a lonely person discovers that the love of Christ is real and satisfying. There is an old saying, "Blessed are the homesick, for they shall come home." Loneliness and isolation are signs of homesickness, which can only be healed by coming home to Christ.

Christ makes us whole. His love makes us whole, and out of the overflow of Christ's love within us we can then show love and compassion for those around us. Out of the overflow of His love and acceptance for you, which heals your loneliness, you can show love and caring towards those around you.

He knocks at the door of your heart; the presence of Christ is real. But He must be invited into your heart, into the center of your being.

Receive Him; receive His cleansing and forgiveness and love. Allow Him to have the control of your life in a genuine surrender, and His loving presence will fill you, removing loneliness and unrest. May the peace of Christ fill you now!

A Prayer of Surrender:

Dear Lord Jesus, please fill me with your love, and wash away all my sins. I surrender my heart and life to you. I ask you to receive me and make me whole.

Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins, to cleanse me and forgive me. Thank you for dying on the cross for me, to make me a child of God. I turn away from all my sins, with all my heart.

I receive you, Lord Jesus, as the Lord and Savior of my life. I ask you to rule in my heart and life from now on. I ask you to fill me with your loving presence, and guard me with your divine protection.

I ask you to strengthen me and help me, to live for you from now on. I ask you to fill me with love so that I can love other people with a pure love. Fill me with love so that I can love you with all of my heart. Amen.

By anonymous at 21,Apr,12 19:35

Things seem bad but you are not alone
Many people have a hard time
What I like to do is spend one day by myself and just try and relax no matter how hard you try somethings arnt meant to be so dont sweat it :)

By anonymous at 17,Jul,12 18:04

First off, I would like respond to TRUTH BOY. What kind of ass-hole responce is that? I know people like you are the real losers. Your real name and address aren't here, so you act brave while you type. Your the only loser here. The Christian at least has a heart. Don't worry about what anyone of a negative nature says. You're not a loser and your not a waste of space. Truth boy is though. I had what you had for a short time and let me tell you a secrete. Fuck what people think of you..get into what you love and move forward. Everything else will come together. It for me and it will for you.
p.s. fuck you truth!

By Jordan?Evolution?85 at 16,Aug,14 04:37

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