I hate my "life"...
I know things will get better but, It fucking sucks right now. And I can't be all
happy about what might not even happen in the future.
My story:
My mom raised me around drugs my whole life. She constantly had a new boyfriend,
even while still married to my dad. He wasn't around. So how the hell would he ever know about this right?... well he only caught one guy. And that one guy had molested me. But don't worry... no one even knows that. My mom had felt so bad about that one guy.. she started up even more drugs, alcohol, and sex. She was always using me to get her into more drug deals. And dragging me into them. I really had no choice. But i mean, i trusted her at the time. So, I didn't see any problem in it... My mom went a little crazy. I was constantly catching her trying to kill herself. One time, I had to catch her on my shoulders because she was attempting to hang herself. (i seriously walked in the right time) ... well one morning i just got tired of her shit and i told herself to hang herself. I threw some bungi chord shit htings in her face... the minute she dropped me off at school.. she went home... just to hang herself in my garage... with those fucking bungi chords.... and then life has just challenged me ever since.... | |
You now need to focus on yourself, turn your life around and make your life worth living.
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