You know, i just realized by now, MY LIFE SUCKS.
it's just that, i was thinking how my other popular schoolmates feel about themselves. and they feel good because they get like whatever they want(rich), they can get the girl/guy of their dreams(good looking), and they arent shy at gym class shower time. Man, i'd do anything to be them. I'm ugly, fat, and i know we arent that rich and i'm even lucky to have this mini notebook(yes it's a notebook, except its smaller). I just wish sometimes i wasn't even born, or i was born to a better family, you know, stinkin rich, good genes. I really just HATEHATEHATEHATEHATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i'm just so sad and depressed. i dont know what to do anymore. I can't even point out a single good thing in my life. i just hate my life. i hang out with nerds, see all the coolboys either th girls or playing basketball an stuff, having a good time, while me and my friends just sit by the tree and do our schoolwork, them talking about some nery shit. i used to dont get why i hang out with them, i mean, i'm in the volleyball varsity team, i'm in the star section, i can play the piano and guitar but why cant i be cool? i was so frustrated. then i just turned to the mirror and knew, it was because i'm fat and ugly. fat and ugly im fat and ugly fat and ugly. i cant even dress properly because i dont have that much clothes. no extra money to spend on clothes. i even wear shorts like 5 times before they can be classified as laundry, shirts like 3 times and i just wear boxers and a shirt wth cut sleeves since i live in a tropical country and we dont have the money to effin buy decent short sleeved shirts. wow my life really sucks. cant even go to starbucks with my pals. i just hate being short on money all the time. my friends eat rice and meat at lunch but i just stick to a burger since it's cheaper. i live my whole life on a budget, cant even go to the mall and watch a movie and still be able to eat at a restaurant, its either of the two. cant even bag the girl that i like and i even lost him to another guy you know? i'm also not taken that seriously by my classmates at school, my opion doesnt matter and stuff. just hate being fat ugly an poor. FML!!!!!!!!!!! *sigh* i just wish i wasnt born.
14 year old kid.