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i feel soooo worthless

Posted by Sabrina at April 11, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Attitude  Money  Relationship

Hi I am 26 and have a daughter I am married... and I could really be the happiest person in the whole world. BUT no!!!! I feel Horrible, i really hate my life! I wouldn't be a life right now, IF I wouldn't of had my baby girl who keeps me from going on... No matter how depressed I feel. How worthless, how miserable I feel.
I see her and I still think there is a light... But for how long!

My husband is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much older than, when I married him I thought cool, I will be pampered! WRONG!!! he has been breaking every part of my being EVERY part of my soul, and his "Friends" just keep making my LIFE SOOO F*CKING miserable!! God! I hate them more than i hate myself! If I go to do groceries.. BEACAUSE SHOCKINGLY people do eat! and drink, and if I spend more than 150, they all ready called my Husband, and made this huge thing bout me spending money in the groceries..

Ok, if I go to the doctor! the same: why do u have to go to the DR??? I mean sorry I got sick, need medication?? Oh no U didn't!!!! well I need medication for the baby, need to call my husband assistant! and he of course decides if i can have extra money for the medication...

ok, i need underware cause mine are broken! oh no! u can't... Ok, let me think... i stay at home, then don't do anything... why are u at home all day do something at of ur life! OMG! ok I go out... guess what No gas on the car..... Now I'm stuck in the middle of the road with no gas a screaming baby, and no reception...

Ok, I am at home, fridge empty, no gas, no money baby screaming for food!!
I sold all my jewellery so i could do my thing, and now I am stuck in the same old same old!

And the only thing i can think of at least I shud be happy? well The only happiness I get is to tell my husband goodbye! but i can't my baby girl love him...

so I am in the same gold cage for the F*cking rest of this time!
NO WAY!
Need a way out!!


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By Brett at 11,Apr,12 07:59

This is not your fault and yes we all make bad descisions I know I have made a heap. I think these types of sites are great because it makes you relise your not alone, everyone has problems from time to time but not everyone has someone they can talk to about it. I'm in a really bad situation a feel constantly sad and have heaps of regrets. But I was in a worse spot only 4 weeks ago. I took the HUGE step of leaving a drug effected abusive wife that made my life hell for ten years. Since I left I've slept in cars, couches and even camped out for a while and at the time I felt like I'm never going to get back on my feet. One thing saved me.. miself.. I relised that you can't rely on people and at the end of the day you can alway rely on yourself. Sounds a bit crappy to most people but it's true sometimes... but not always. If you want to chat send email me at busbey@hotmail.com or my skype username is brettjd1.
By anonymous at 09,May,12 03:18

thank u so much i will try to rely on myself:)


By anonymous at 11,Apr,12 17:09

I too married an old man! What a pain he is! All the years I wasted on him. I wish that I had been wiser in the beginning and saved money that he didn't know about!
By anonymous at 11,May,12 02:21

thank u again xx


By anonymous at 12,Apr,12 00:17

You could leave if you wanted to. Your daughter can still love her father. If you stay, you are only teaching her that it is ok to let a man treat you that way. What is she ends up in the same situation?
By anonymous at 11,May,12 02:21

that is so true..


By anonymous at 14,Apr,12 21:35

so u married him cuz u tought u will be pampered?! U fucking whore! Now squeal piggy, squeal! And i hope he uses you as his personal slave for the rest of your life.. and if you dare to try and leave/divorce him he will threaten you to spill acid on your face you fucking whore!
By anonymous at 23,Apr,12 10:38

Wtf lol


By anonymous at 11,May,12 02:22

and actually i did confronted him and said i needed to move on... it took a lot of me, but things are going to be ok.... i need to adjust lots of things, but all to be a happier life for me and my baby:) x


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