LIFE SUCKS

dealt a bad hand!

I am usually optimistic. I do a lot to help others - donations, volunteer etc. I feel like, oh I don't know...I just feel horrible. My daughter was born with dyspraxia - not too bad of an issue..but difficult at times none the less. Now my husband has brain cancer. We have insurance but of course it doesn't cover everything. Due to the high bills we have lost our restaurant of 10 years, and are now going to lose the house and car. I have less than $100 in the bank! I am soooo due some good luck! I always watch as other people have great things happen and I am envious and feel guilty for feeling this way. I know there are a lot of people with worse problems - how do the cope! I cry myself to sleep every night then spend every day pretending its all hunky dory for my kids sake. The good news is that my husband is still with me way passed the date the drs. gave. so I guess i do have a little bit of luck. Just wish I had a lot! thanks, for listening. I feel a bit better just knowing someone is.