I am only thirteen years old. I think I may be suicidal, or at least depressed. I used to cut myself, but stopped because I didn't want my parents to find out. I could really lose a few pounds, but my friends all say I'm skinny. I have the scariest thoughts. Not scary like a horror film, but scary because they are so sad. I think of ways to commit suicide, dream of myself actually doing it, but I know that I will never be able to follow through with it. I have plenty of friends, but no matter who I am with, I always feel alone. I don't fit into my parents view of what a good child should be. They think I listen to the wrong music, dress oddly, and that my wants for the future aren't right. They don't know what goes on in my head, and I don't think they realize how entirely messed up I am. | |
Each day is a new day full of possiblities. Look for them. Reach out to others like you did today.
Whoa dude, that is the definition of a typical teenager, so what is the problem?
You always feel alone? That is also a symptom of teenager-itis.
Join a sports team, get active and less self-absorbed.
Just a few ideas.
Confront your parents - they are your guides when the going gets tough - trust them - all the best girl:-)
I'll see you both in hell. I'll both make you fuck each other, and take you both in as MY personal bitch as well.
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