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Yard art sucks.

Posted by anonymous at April 12, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Attitude  Meaninglessness

All my life all Iíve wanted was to be loved back as much as I have loved. I have only had that for a very short time. My father loved me unconditionally. I lost him and that love at 26. I thought I had it with Brian and then again with Troy. They only lasted in that stage for a very very short time. Iíve never felt Iíve had it with Frank at all. Heís a realist to the point of depression. I guess he is the most honest lover Iíve ever had though. At least heís never promised that kind of love to me and then has taken it away. Heís just never given it to me from the start! LOL! I guess Iím learning from him that ďthis IS as good as it gets!Ē How depressing. I have all this love inside of me willing to share it with someone but there is no man who has the same thing inside of them to give it back. Most of them donít turn down receiving it though!
A life without love isnít worth having. Whatís the point? Doesnít that just seem like ďexistingĒ and not really living to these love dead people? I know thats how I feel, like a dog that is tied up in the back yard. The dog is feed, watered, has a little dog house to keep him dry when it rains but thats it! No interaction with the family, no one thinks to bring him in when it is really cold or hot outside, no one plays with him, no one cares if he needs some kind of ďqualityĒ of life. As if this animal has no emotion or feelings! Why bother having a dog? Hell, heís just a living breathing piece of yard art at that point. Maybe thatís what I am and have been to all these men in my life, living yard art.


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By anonymous at 12,Apr,12 11:36

I agree with you when you say a life without love isn't worth having. I want to love somebody a lot... there was one person but I messed up my chance and for that I paid greatly. My boyfriend that I have now doesn't talk to me that often, and I try and show affection towards him and I get none back... I give up really...
By anonymous at 12,Apr,12 14:44

I understand where you all are coming from. I too want to be loved. Since I goy paralyzed women want little to do with me. My parents love me, but thats not the love I am looking for. Everyone deserves someone to share their lives with and make memories. I will never give up and maybe one day I will find someone or she will find me.
By anonymous at 12,Apr,12 16:49

Good luck

By anonymous at 12,Apr,12 19:19

I understand how you feel. But, I believe if you really want love, it will come in time. In the meantime, it's good to find enjoyment in other things, so we're not so dependent on romantic love as our only source of happiness. Find hobbies that make you happy. Do you things you enjoy with friends. Connect with your spiritual side. If we do these things, love too is likely to follow.

By anonymous at 12,Apr,12 20:30

Buy a dildo you fucking whiny bitch try cleaning yourself up go out get drunk at your local bar and fuck the first random that walks up to you. Love is what women do when men fuck them
By anonymous at 13,Apr,12 07:11

Wow! I guess I have this site wrong! I thought that it was a place to be able to vent frustrations when you feel the need to and not to have to worry about being judged. I didn't know that I would be posting on the generic Dr. Phil's of the worlds website. I was just looking for somewhere to vent, no a therapy session. Sorry for intruding on your site. I won't be intruding again.
By anonymous at 13,Apr,12 07:59 Fold Up

By the way ladies, by reading this comment I think a point has been made, turn to same sex relationships! Holy s**t dude! What are you 12?
By anonymous at 12,Jul,12 11:39 Fold Up

Yeah, I`m with you,don`t worry about what might happen, or what you might catch,you sound like you got nothing to lose,

By anonymous at 12,Apr,12 23:36

Why are you even putting ur story up here? It does not suck, in fact if you want love, just go search online or go to a bar. Go meet new ppl. That's how you'll find love. Watching how i met your mother is a best example. Ted is in need for love too, but believe me his life doesn't suck. and so yours don't suck either...

sometimes you just have to think. Are you sure it's not just you? maybe they already are giving all the love they ever have for to you. but you just don't get it and expect too much. you need to know that it's not just them. And love don't go and find you, you need to put efforts into it. And at least one of your ex is honest with you!
A life without love is still a life. You don't need love to be happy, but you need to give love!
I honestly don't think you give enough, and you want to receive more than you gave. Honestly...
By anonymous at 13,Apr,12 07:12

Wow! I guess I have this site wrong! I thought that it was a place to be able to vent frustrations when you feel the need to and not to have to worry about being judged. I didn't know that I would be posting on the generic Dr. Phil's of the worlds website. I was just looking for somewhere to vent, no a therapy session. Sorry for intruding on your site. I won't be intruding again.

By anonymous at 11,May,12 04:22

I am sorry to break the news to you but the empty feeling you have that needs to be filled cannot be filled by someone else. There are no soul mates, their are no fairy tales. Most people I have met and know do not have your pot of gold fantasy either because it doesn't exist. Those guys who made you feel good in the beginning, that was all fake, a lie, a brief feeling, a fantasy, sexual attraction. Then it all ends suddenly because it was never real to begin with. Frank sounds real. You sound very needy. People don't want needy people. They are attracted to someone who can stand on their own and live without them. That is probably why those other guys left you. As soon as they got to know you and how much you demanded from them emotionally they didn't want to be responsible for your happiness that is a lot to put on some dudes shoulders who just met you and probably just thinks your cute and wants to have a trophy girlfriend to show off to his buddies and fuck after he's done watching porn or staring at other girls that he wants to fuck all day. This is the way it is dating is superficial people are empty and superficial. Good luck in your quest for true. I've have given up and have never felt more in control of my life my happiness and my emotions. It sucks believing in a lie only to be disappointed over and over again. miserable.

By anonymous at 20,Jul,12 18:02

I will probably never love anyone again after having my heart ripped out by two females I still care about. Now all I want to do is make money and manipulate human beings your all worthless and deserved to be stepped on. You women say that men heartless take a look at what you do to nice guys.

By anonymous at 16,Aug,12 02:44

Im 44 years old and never had and never will have a girlfriend. Im forever lonely. Girls and women are generally unfriendly. Im physically ugly and mentally ill. Most girls women dont care about me. Fuck them. I hate them. It would have been better if women were never created.

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 21:22

and my final comment to all you dirtbags who harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

By anonymous at 26,Feb,13 13:49

women are evil and spoiled by society. When I read about females who actually had it rough in the old days...I actually had much respect for them. Now in this day and age, if EVERYTHING ISNT PERFECT...they sulk and take it out on the man. And there is always some fake pile of garbage to put his arm around them. Try to be a male in modern society, then you will really see what pain is. You won't even get a glance.
By anonymous at 07,Apr,13 12:16

this couldn't be more true. look at what they do over and over to genuinely nice guys who truly love them, but just unfortunately aren't perfect. society has changed the entire structure of relationships in many cases in modern times. there are bad guys out there and there are fake guys also. but there are more genuine nice guys with a lot of love to give. and in some cases their imperfections will cause their women to sulk and become depressed and then tell all of their acquaintances how depressed they are about it. because it makes them feel better. this causes the nice guys take getting kicked in the nuts over and over and just have to deal with it. its probably easier to just go at it alone if you're a woman and you might see this in yourself. spare someone the pain it causes to make you feel better about yourself. there is no perfect relationship or man, you have to make an effort to make things work as well.

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