I have really bad anxiety and used to b really shy to the point people thought I had no personallity n was boring. Im 25 now and over being shy anf im a really friendly girl however I have no friends only aquaintances idesperately want friends but ive accepted im gba b a,loner. I have a bf but he makes my life rally stressfull and I feel trapped. I want to just run Away fron my life. I have 3 kids so thats not really possible. All I ever do is work takibf care of people in rgeir homes and cook n clean. I cone home to a dirty house everyday even tho my bf is home alll dau long. He recently lost his job so now I have to worry about,paying all the bills.i have no money for anything I want now. I just want to be able to have sun fun in life but its all the same and,when im not working im home w the kids. My bf hardly ever wants me to go anywhere and last time I went out he told my 7 yr old that I was out drinkin n driving!im constantly accused of talking to my ex and deleting it, I get attitude from,him when my kods dad calls to talk to the kids, I gta always hear him put my ex diwn and if I say anything thats bc I want him still.i just am very stressed out right now and feel like everyday nothing good will happen, theres no me time, no excitement at all and im to the point where I dont wana b around my bf bv I fed up w his inmaturity and im tired of him taking ec
Verything out on me. Im really tired of having no friends too.