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I LOST EVERYONE

Posted by LONDINESS at April 16, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Loneliness

HI Guys

I always had a pretty messed up family. My dad was depressed and ex gambler, my mum always tried to keep me away from friends and let me stay at home by myself, so i never knew how to make friends ( and i still dont).
8 years ago my older sister ( she left home when i was 8) fell in depression and she never recognize the problem until last year. I have 2 friends which are very close to me but now i lost them.

this is a period of my life where i stopped, i looked back and i realised that i have followed my friends because i did not want to feel alone. but they never followed me back, i feel like they dragged me with them because they have to and they feel sorry for me, not because they loved me.

Now i do not have anyone. i got angry at them and we dont talk, and i dont feel confident enough to call other people and hang around with them because they might fell i am using them so what i do is just close in my room and cry. life really sucks


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By anonymous at 16,Apr,12 21:24

People are reading your posts, and we do sympathize. Take solace in knowing that there are others out there who understand and are truly hoping you stay strong knowing that it will get better.

:)


By anonymous at 17,Apr,12 01:21

For starters, crying helps to mitigate the pain you're feeling and make you feel a little better but definitely not the solution to most of your 'difficulties'. Find friends on the internet you can get loads on fb for sure. You have full control over your situation and every chance to turn it all around so keep your head up and start living your life. It's hard but you have to try. Good luck. :)


By anonymous at 17,Apr,12 15:27

Do you know that someone loves you? Yes, it is truth. His name is Jesus, the Son of God, who died for your sins on the cross to save you for eternity. He wants to have a personal relationship with you. Just call on His name and give Him your life, He cares so much about you!!!!


By anonymous at 17,Apr,12 21:10

I feel the same. I've lost contact with all of my close friends except for one. I feel like I don't have the confidence to hold a regular conversation with someone without being awkward or "weird". I understand what you're going through but things will get better


By at 18,Apr,12 04:01

thank you for sharing this with us. this touched me a bit.

firstly, you have to remember that you are not the only one to go through with this (i know this sounds sooo corny but it is the truth! listen to it).
I understand you are going through some MAJOR STRESS in your life. Even crying in your room and all, but you know what i think of you after reading that post?
im thinking, gosh this person is probably one of the nicest person out in the world. because you let go of your TWO BEST FRIENDS just because you thought you were dragging them down? WOW that takes courage.
secondly, HAVE SOME HOPE this is the most important thing (also a bit corny but it is the truth! listen to it) in your post you mentioned that your afraid to go hang out with other people because you think they might get the impression you are using them. that is sooo UNTRUE. in fact i suggest you DO IT, TRY IT, and tell your self its time to make some NEW friends. find a group your interested in and get to know them. Hey, i know it is a small step, a teeny tiney step but it's still a step, and if its gonna stop you from crying in your room at night then i urge you. HAVE HOPE and think this through. i think that you should put your foot down and stand up in it again. the old saying: "you have to work to your goal. go the extra mile and just GRAB THE DAM THING :P think about it. you will achieve NOTHING if you DO NOTHING.
lastly i want you to remember that you have control of your own life. i know there are hard times in life, but hey guess what? we ALL do. and the only person whos stopping you from being happy is you. make a change. parents have nothing into this. you are not who you are because of your parents, cuz it is actually what you're going to do next thats going to help you.
make a change. i have full support in you and i hope you the best. good luck


By anonymous at 19,Apr,12 12:17

i lost my good frens as well.i do not have anyone to talk to.
life sucks but goes on. what can we do?

my mum is depressed, my dad is a gambler, paying off debts. i guess i have depression as well.

shall we fall off the cliff together so we have someone to talk to in future?

SOunds sadist yea. Seems like my idea is not possible. Then let's just move ahead and as much as life sucks, maybe we should wait for a miracle.

I am tired of staying so positive when its not going to be.

yea, not gg to be. life sucks.


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