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Lonely and hateful

Posted by Possessed at April 17, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Attitude  Loneliness

I wasn't always like this. I used to think women were okay. When I was in high school, i knew everything. If I got ditched, no big deal, at least I had plenty of years ahead of me

Now I'm 26. A little over two years ago, i dated a girl who completely wrecked my self-esteem. She constantly told me about all the people she ever had sex with (making me feel sexually repressed), she told me there was something wrong with me for not wanting to hear about it all. If i did anything she didn't like, she screamed at me. At one point she said she could replace me in a second. When we broke up I felt relieved at first, but then she of course went off and found someone in a second, while i sat around masturbating for several months, due to the fact that I can't treat people like replaceable objects in that manner.

She called me a burnout, so now I'm going back to school to prove the bitch wrong. School is not fun. Now i get to look at a bunch of young girls who don't even make a pass at me.

I tried to start dating again, but all I find are these girls who screw around with me for a second, then they say, "I want to be single," then they go off and get a boyfriend RIGHT AFTER they say that. It's like a repeat of, "I could replace you in a second," over and over again. What is wrong with these cunts? I feel like I want to strangle them with their own hair. I envision myself punching the next one who says, "I want to be single," since I know by now that's a complete lie made up by the female gender. It's like "they" get to make choices, but I don't. I get to be their "palette cleanser" between boyfriends, then once they find something else, they just go for it. FUCKING CUNTS.

I don't want to feel this way, but it's just what makes sense. It's like there's no such thing as a woman who isn't flaky. I was trying to give them a chance, but they only reinforce my hatred every time I do so. I decided that since I don't get to choose between people the way they do, that i would begin being celibate, as that seems to be my only choice, and I would rather not be used. I don't trust women whatsoever.


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By anonymous at 17,Apr,12 14:22

i'm a woman in your exact situation


By anonymous at 17,Apr,12 15:25

Do you know that someone loves you? Yes, it is truth. His name is Jesus, the Son of God, who died for your sins on the cross to save you for eternity. He wants to have a personal relationship with you. Just call on His name and give Him your life, He cares so much about you!!!!
By anonymous at 19,Apr,12 01:36

he wouldnt know sister he worship the devil


By justme at 17,Apr,12 16:49

Dear Possessed, most lonely and hateful,

I believe you are fishing for our online compassion, so I will be one to bring you the bad news. Women are okay, not all of us are "flaky". Here is a wild thought, have you ever considered that something about your current behavior is putting you in the wrong mindset and attracting the wrong people?

Are you really going to let one bad relationship ruin any chance of future relationships..? Your bitchy ex put you down and you liked it so much that you long for others to do the same? Because YOU are the one playing the old tape "I could replace you in a second" over and over again in your mind. You said it yourself - "it's like a repeat".

You cannot really enjoy playing the victim role that much, to the point where you choose being whiny-celibate... Get over the first girl, erase the stupid tape on your head, and start giving people a chance. That includes cutting the crap about "don't trusting women whatsoever".

Just a suggestion by JustMe. Good luck.
By anonymous at 18,Apr,12 18:57

I AGREE!!! YOu took it straight out of my mouth...
By anonymous at 19,Apr,12 17:05 Fold Up

You're a dumb bitch just like the rest of em.


By anonymous at 17,Apr,12 18:19

Women are not all the same I am 27 and just finishing uo with university. I have spent the last few years single and focusing upon myself. It is hard to find sombody who will accept you for who you are. I feel lonely but live in hope that it will just be temporary and someday somebody worthwhile will come into my life.


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By anonymous at 18,Apr,12 19:02

How dare you even call women "cunts"
Perhaps you are the problem! It isn't the rest of us decent/morally upbringing christ fearing women's fault that you end up with those type of woman. Besides, seems like you are probably choosing the type of girls who just want to spread their legs and be open for business anytime than actually have some high standards and PICK a woman with VALUES who does not give it up that easily. WHat the heck do you expect from these so called cunts you claim if they give it up so easily? you are no different than these cunts for you are a "dick" for having no respect and even thinking of actually hurting a woman. You are probably have the potential to be a serial killer so GET YOURSELF HELP before YOU ACTUALLY hurt someone....
Go seek GOD and repent and perhaps the love you are looking for can only be found by JESUS.
I will be praying for you! you need it badly!
By anonymous at 18,Apr,12 19:04

P.S
you pry on youger girls in your school... YOU ARE SICK!!!! NOw I know why even the so called cunts won't stick around!...
GET HELP!!! or maybe I should report this...
By anonymous at 19,Apr,12 00:35

what an idiot. Go report your fucken ass, asshole.
By anonymous at 19,Apr,12 01:35

dumbass i already did my dad is an fbi you moron so before you start calling me names and posting how you envision hurting women online I suggest you wisen up... you ip addy and all are saved on this website you deepshit... and watch your mouth I can be one of the moderator here... you are really dumb for your age!
this isnt the site to post how you envision being violent towards women you cock suckin lonely piece of shit.
You are one disrespetful pussy prick thats why even sluts wont stick with you or perhaps you are lacking something down there...
By anonymous at 21,Apr,12 06:54

Your dad is a fucken asshopper just like you are, dickbag. I don't give a flying fuck about your sorry pathetic ignorant ass and you must get the hell outta this board you ass munching miserable fagtard! Stop fucking the farm animals or i'll tell the cops! I'm 26- just so you know and i bet you're only 15 who are on here fishing for sympathy online because you're fagfriend dump your silly ass and you have no friends to confide in. I feel terribly sorry for you. But if i were you i'd do the world a favor and throw myself over a cliff cause you're a waste of oxygen you fatherfucking buttlicking fudgefucker!
By anonymous at 19,Apr,12 17:12 Fold Up

What's wrong with you dumbass "women"? If you can't see that it's the women that are screwed up in today's society there are definitely problems. It's the women who fuck all the guys in sight now and its the women who don't know how to be decent and proper. "Women's Rights" is just a way for women to try and gain all the power in society. You ask for equality but you don't do your load of the work. Its women that leave decent men with kids any more and its women that are disrespectful bitches. You're home all day and you can't keep the house clean and have a good meal ready? Stupid lazy fucking cunts.
By anonymous at 19,Apr,12 22:09

You need jesus! you really are screwed...
26 and you have this anger..
I know you are hurt but you need to forgive and let go.
The right woman will come and you definitely dont want to scare her away. You bitter and angry just shows how much love you need. I really feel sorry for you. you need to turn God and ask him to take this hatred inside you.
I will pray for you. God bless


By anonymous at 19,Apr,12 22:58

There's nothing wrong with you, you've just had the asshole of women swaying your way. It sucks because there's so many women looking for a good man. Personality beats appearance, so wait until you find someone who you can connect with on an intellectual level. Pretty faces only get you so far
By anonymous at 20,Apr,12 00:14

wow u must be those cunts he is talkint about cause if u justify and tell him he aint doing nothin wrong by callin women cunts you is one dumbass woman...
By anonymous at 22,Apr,12 00:34

Ofcourse women never been responsible for anything, who the fuck are you that telling him what to say? you're a cunt too


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