LIFE SUCKS

Where to turn

i dont know were to turn any more,i had a good job,made a good living for my wife and myself,no worries,a fella talked me into going to work for him,said he would give good pay all the work i wanted,a year goes by,things are going not to bad,then the work gets less and less,i am living on the edge of broke,then the work picks up and my bills are getting caught up,still behind but getting caught up,then his brother comes home,the first thing buddy does is lay me off,well my old job is gone,jobs are hard to get,i should have stayed where i was working and told buddy to pound sand,i have been job hunting, resumes going out every where,i have been out of work for about a year,i feel as though i let my wife down,i dont talk much any more ,i used to enjoy working in my veg. garden,my heart is not in it any more,i used to go to the woods for walks,my heart is not in it any more,i used to enjoy having our grand kids on the weekends,my heart is not in it any more,i used hold my wife in my arms,and tell her that i love her,i still love her very much ,but my heart is not in it any more,LIFE SUCKS,i just want to turn time back,but you and i know that cant be done,i am sick and tired of my heart not being in it any more and getting more and more depresed, LIFE SUCKS