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My Messed Up Life..

Posted by anonymous at April 18, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Health

As I was growing up I had a mental & physically abusive dad who messed up my confidence, trust in people, everything basically.
I have been diagnosed with depression Dr thinks I may also be Bi-Polar
When I was 18 I was raped by a so called friend.
I know also have agoraphobia as well as depression.
I have No friends.
Sometimes I feel so low I wish I was dead :(
I have tryed to kill myself many times since the age of 13.


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By anonymous at 19,Apr,12 03:29

agoraphobia. I have this, and now I can only go places with my mom! Sometimes I think I might lose her.

By anonymous at 19,Apr,12 13:17

dr thinks im bipolar too n have dysthymia... i wanna be a friend to u. u can email me if ya like.

By Cursed at 19,Apr,12 15:34

Dear Friend-
You're Dad sucks. I'm sorry to hear that he hurt you...And that "friend" ought to be in jail. So, move on- talk to a therapist about the abuse. Get it off your chest. You'll feel better, trust me...
Someone or something must be watching out for you! So embrace that! Obviously, whatever power is out there, seems to think that you have a reason to be here on earth! So, go forth and find your path-
Only YOU have the power to truely change your situation!
Good luck kid-
By anonymous at 20,Apr,12 01:28

very uplifting comment. Good job. :)

By anonymous at 20,Apr,12 05:28

Jesus knows your pain, because he went through all the different pains possible when he was tortured and then nailed to a cross. He layed down his life for me and you, so that we can have eternal life in heaven. All we have to do is accept him as our lord and savior and ask for forgiveness for our sin. Jesus loves you with love that cant be compared, he loves you so much that he died for you. He can change you. He changes people every single day. You can say that one of his job descriptions is "Life Changer". He knows your trouble, he cares for you, and he wants you to know him. He will comfort us when there seems to be no comfort available. He is our friend when everyone else seems to not care, he provides for us when we are without, and he gives us strength when we are weak. He washes away all our sin when we have lived sinfilled
lives. He is offering the gift of everlasting life in heaven free of charge, its your choice whether you accept his offer.

God uses hurt and broken people in great ways. Heres a illustration: A potter will take a helpless, lifeless lump of clay and then knead it and squeeze it until it's soft and pliable. And then when he gets it just right, he takes that piece of clay and he does something called throwing, where he places the clay on a spinning table.
As that clay is placed upon that turning wheel, the potter's hands then begin to pressure the clay and work it until he makes something beautiful out of that old ugly piece of clay.

Do a youtube search for "i am second" for some great testimonies of Gods powerful impact in people's lives.

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

Matthew 11:28

Jesus will provide for you if your willing to put your trust in him. And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus. Phil 4:19
Do not fear, for I am with you; do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, surely I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10

Casting the whole of your care [all your anxieties, all your worries, all your concerns, once and for all] on Him, for He cares for you affectionately and cares about you watchfully. 1 Peter 5:7 (AMP)
The Lord is good, a Strength and Stronghold in the day of trouble; He knows (recognizes, has knowledge of, and
understands) those who take refuge and trust in Him. Nahum 1:7 (AMP)

Have hope, all is not lost. You have so much to gain!

By at 20,Apr,12 16:10

After reading the story and the comments.....
I found myself wondering... How stupid can you get at failing to kill yourself.
I mean rly what the fuck did you try and fail at?
Jumping off a 10 story building??? But you magically landed safely on your feet like a cat?
Cutting your wrists open??? Everyone knows if you want to die then you do a vertical cut not a horizontal one and you will surely die. Try both hands at the same time dumbass then it will surely work.
Pills???? It's easy as shit... I mean you just swallow all the pills in the fridge and sleep it away... How could you fail at that???
The fact is .... fuck this it's not worth it. If you REALLY wanted to die, I doubt that that any retard is incapable of killing himself, you just don't want to die...
You wanted more sympathy and hugs and kisses and the ''Ooooh look at the poor kid, he is so young !!! Why would he do that???'' looks. You disgust me really...
By anonymous at 21,Apr,12 00:29

Somebody might have always come just in time to rescue him. That's prolly why he said he's tried to kill himself but failed obviously. Dood, if you're not so sure about anything, might as well shut the fuck up and take your tranny ass elsewhere. The kid has my sympathy but certainly he couldn't care less anymore. He just needed to vent.
And stop being a thick pile of human shit you ignorant nigaboo!
By anonymous at 28,Jun,12 19:22 Fold Up

It's bullies like you that make other people's life miserable. The desire to put others down to make yourself feel better shows how pathetic and empty you are... sad!

By anonymous at 20,Apr,12 21:51

@ dood your a troll grow up!!!

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