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Posted by TZJ at June 18, 2010
Tags: Independent circumstances  Environment  2010 June  Philosophical  Society

I was born in China, where the people might be poor in Western perceptions, but certainly not poor in happiness terms. I was loved, cared, looked after and had great spirituality in my life, until China begin opening up.

My official happiness life ended in 1998 when the business life forced my parents to send me to an English learning boarding school, where the Chinese spirituality was minimized. During my time I had unpleasant memories lasting until today dealing with people not from China. I did not understand them and had constant conflicts.

Then comes Australia, another 8 years of life changing pain. My family suffered greatly after coming both financially and mentally. I do not fully understand why they came to Australia, but at least I know pollution in China has gone out of control. We are not talking about air particles, we are talking about toxic materials leaking to underground water and no longer buying food you are sure of.

Australia has little to no spirituality, which my life depends. The people are soulless here, and not caring for others. Being in Australia I tried to integrate to the Australian way of life, but failed miserably. Now I isolate myself completely from Australians, and every time I talk to them I get so upset.

I am doing everything to get out of this country, and have my pre-1998 life again. My parents are suffering greatly and has deteriorated to my sadness. Its permanently hurting when you are forced out of your own country. Fortunately, I have found a country, and at least I have a goal to end this all.

I blame all this on Western science and development. It has artificially shaped humanity away from its nature state. It destroys the planet, don't care about humans. Our education is designed for this system, our working life is to contribute to this system, and all this system does is creating things I believe truly pointless and meaningless to me. It makes human soulless creatures.


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By anonymous at 20,Jun,10 17:28

We changed countries 3 times before I got to the age of 10 and it all started when communism in Russia was disbanded
:/


By anonymous at 20,Jun,10 18:46

you know what, we do need wars and whatnots to come back to simpler ways

good vs evil mentality

not this fake culture that the west has enforced upon us

"oh i gotta have a diamond shaped face... or an oval shaped face like megan fox.."

"i wanna be like bradd pitt "


well listen up faggot, i live in a foreign country too...

and whenever i remember my country or the spiritual uplifting material.. i google it or goto youtube and watch those videos and feel better again

btw i am a Buddhist and ascetic nowadays

trust me, even in the worst of places... you can attain inner peace.. even in australia

or usa


By anonymous at 20,Jun,10 18:48

google whtever you miss abt your country

me for example listen to old songs

and i am not even chinese or burmese or far eastern yet i am a buddhist

because of the internet

its all good bro.. try to look at good things in life

like buddha said, enjoy the now forget everything else


By anonymous at 20,Jun,10 21:38

Spirituality is inside you, not a place. You are expecting other people to live by standards that you live by. That is your choice and their choice. I do not believe in any religion and I feel very free. I don't waste my life living in fear of death or some foolish afterlife. I don't believe in hell, heaven, angels, Jesus etc. etc. All of these things are man made to control the behavior of other people. All things live, all things perish. I enjoy life and I do not fear death. It is something that everyone will experience at some point. Live life like you want to and don't worry about how others live theirs.
By anonymous at 21,Jun,10 12:09

it doesnt matter what you believe in..
By anonymous at 13,Sep,10 02:11 Fold Up

my sentiments exactly!! and the rest of this comment is for TZC. TZC you need to realize that you can live on the f-ing moon and still have SPIRITUALITY WITHIN YOURSELF! IT DOESNT MATTER WHERE YOU LIVE OR WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU, IF YOU GIVE UP ON SPIRITUALITY THAT IS YOUR DEAL , IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE GEOGRAPHIC LOCATION! IF YOU LET OUTSIDE INFLUENCES STOP YOUR SPIRITUALITY AND SPIRITUAL GROWTH , again THAT IS YOUR DOING!!!!

THE GRASS IS NOT GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE so stop that mentality! go to the library and get spiritual books DUH!
xo


By at 20,Jun,10 22:42

As the old saying goes "When in Rome, do as the Romans do."
If you do not like where you live, then leave.
If you do not like western or Australian values, then STFU!


By anonymous at 20,Jun,10 23:30

life is sucks try to commit suiside


By at 21,Jun,10 22:14

All life is meaningless. Humans in general are emptpy. Your spiritual ways do not fill this hole. No matter what you believe in, no matter what you hope for, no matter what path you take... your life will have no meaning... Death is my salvation... complete your meaningless life and enter the darkness...
By at 03,Jul,10 11:28

Then stop worshipping "Gayisinainity". What? You can't? Then shut the fuck up. "Enter darkness" ...Translation..."Enter my ass with your cock". He wants your life to have no meaning, but to fullfill his "meaning"..which is to get you to fuck him in the ass for the remainder of your life.

"Humans are empty"...So your FULL of dick in your ass?

See your in Hell, I got the bitch cage and your pimp whos waiting for you.


By at 21,Jun,10 23:10

Yo chink 2 words casting couch
By anonymous at 24,Jun,10 00:36

fuck you don't use that language. It's the same as using the word nigger. What a piece of shit.
By anonymous at 25,Jun,10 01:45

Fuck you dont use that language thats the same as using bad words LOL ur an hypocrite u tell him to stfu and yet look what words u use.
By at 03,Jul,10 11:30

Take a look at the first word you said in your post.

...


By anonymous at 22,Jun,10 10:58

Just reading some of these comment. I really hate some people... You from China, I am from America and was probably born in the wrong country. I don't fit in with my way of thinking. Although I have sympathy, empathy, compassion, and mercy for people... I do not like them.. There are few people that I have actually liked in this civilization. I prefer to spend time alone at home when I'm not working.


By at 22,Jun,10 12:36

'I blame all this on Western science and development. It has artificially shaped humanity away from its nature state. It destroys the planet, don't care about humans. Our education is designed for this system, our working life is to contribute to this system, and all this system does is creating things I believe truly pointless and meaningless to me. It makes human soulless creatures.'

I am an american and you know how most of us say we are proud to be american? I find it gets harder and harder every day to say i am proud to be american. We have lost values that once made us a decent country. Now we are run by media corporate fucks and dumb ass politicians. There is no hope any more. All americans care about is money, fame, and the toxication of hollywood. That is except for the true unknown and unthanked citizens who do an honest days work for only a penny. Anyways i quoted your last paragraph because it is so wonderfully true.
By anonymous at 22,Jun,10 21:22

Turn off your television. I turned off my television ten years ago. Try it.

Our politicians have ALWAYS been dumb ass, you are just becoming more aware of it.

I have traveled to many different countries and I still prefer to live in the good ole' USA.

Two weeks every year, I spend my two week vacation is a wilderness area. I do not bring along any electronic device. It gets me back in touch with nature.

Ironically, the USA has more true wilderness areas than almost any other country.


By anonymous at 25,Jun,10 01:43

yo chink if u dont like it go back to china town dumb cunt


By anonymous at 13,Sep,10 02:12

TZC you need to realize that you can live on the f-ing moon and still have SPIRITUALITY WITHIN YOURSELF! IT DOESNT MATTER WHERE YOU LIVE OR WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU, IF YOU GIVE UP ON SPIRITUALITY THAT IS YOUR DEAL , IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE GEOGRAPHIC LOCATION! IF YOU LET OUTSIDE INFLUENCES STOP YOUR SPIRITUALITY AND SPIRITUAL GROWTH , again THAT IS YOUR DOING!!!!

THE GRASS IS NOT GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE so stop that mentality! go to the library and get spiritual books DUH!
xo


By anonymous at 13,Sep,10 02:12

ooops I meant TZJ ;)


By anonymous at 03,Apr,11 15:51

i can not believe the ignorance of some you idiots commenting offensive things on here. But thats just damn human nature haha, thats why im such a dam misanthrope and listen to black metal.


By at 16,Apr,11 06:11

e3qYJO You're the geraetst! JMHO


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