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Teenage Loser

Posted by anonymous at April 20, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Attitude  Sexuality

I have barely any friends. Like 4. It's evident that they don't like to hang out with me sometimes, and I suspect that maybe all of them hate me, and they're just trying to be nice to me. I'm bi or gay, I don't know, and I can't come out to my parents because they're both homophobes. I fear for my life and/or physical abuse if my dad found out. My school is also homophobic, and I can't come out to them either. I'm fat, thankfully I'm losing weight, but I'm still fat. I have trouble making new friends since I moved, as I said I only have four, and everyone that talks to me gets the idea that I don't like them, which is true, I do push people away, but it's only because I'm afraid of being hurt. My friends back home haven't talked to me at all, and it seems like everyone's forgotten about me already. I'm so sad and I've contemplated suicide many times. I don't cut, but only because I haven't the time to.


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By anonymous at 21,Apr,12 16:01

Please please dont commit suicide. Life seems bad now just gotta wait it out and be posetive. Suicide is not the answer. U must have faith inn God. hang in there. Just remember every life is special. U have great things to do in ur life. Be strong and I hope things with ur parents gets better. Life is also better after High School. Its a whole new world outside of High School. Just be strong life gets better. Hope this helps.

By anonymous at 21,Apr,12 17:55

Smoke marijuana,,drink more.

By anonymous at 21,Apr,12 18:50

I know how you feel I am the same
Reading this brings back a lot of pain that I have tried to hide
The only thing I can say is don't cut. I did and it only makes me feel dead inside. it's very hard to stop even if you want to. I've tried so many times but I just end up crying all night and give up and go for the blade. Trust me it's just not worth it.
hang in there buddy!

By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 12:48

sexuality, sex, ect is the most overrated thing out there. Don't base your identity on that. Most people really don't want to know what anyone else does, so who cares. Just go work out, understand you are valuable and a wonderful person, make goals for yourself. Don't base your self worth on other people. Regular exercise and accomplishments will make you happy, and as the lord for help as well, he accepts everybody as all have flaws and all are beautiful.

By anonymous at 27,May,12 12:32

don't commit suicide. it kills, you know (sorry, dumb joke).
people do care for you. I know that much. you've already forced me into caring for you already. stay alive for them. stay alive for what life could be. stay alive.

advice NO. 2: I suggest you postphone coming out until you get out of highschool. I speak from personal expeirience: people will try to make your life hell. People are less judgemental in collage and if you're out of the house when you come out it doesn't matter what your dad thinks.

don't start cutting. it ruins lives.
and easy on the weightloss. don't let it get too far.
sorry for telling you what to do. I'm only attempting to help.
•virtual hug•

By anonymous at 27,Jul,13 11:47

rembere high school sucks then your done. college is better life changes. I promise its seems far away now. you didn't choose your life but. you will find that once your out of high school and on your own it doesn't matter.

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