Life can be a bitch and it hurts when it comes back and bite you in the ass!!! It has never been easy since I was a kid now that I'm in high school its even worse. I thought maybe life you be a little more easier since I'm older but that isn't really the case.. High school life is suppose to be fun!! friends, parties,prom and to graduate high school.. But for me thats really not the case I'm not smart!!! A useless kid that people only thinks its just teenage drama moaning and groaning..
Who the hell cares if you have enough credits...
I hate it why the hell do we have to take proficiency tests.... Just cause I failed my weakest subject don't yell at me like that... I hate how you act like you want to support me but you really don't give a damn about me... Just want to make yourself look good thats all... One day you even said what you want to do in college? The hell I know why do you even care?? I want to support you bullshit you can't wait to get rid of me... To you I will always be a dumb ass daughter to you.. Not only stupid but ugly too
Yeah I know I know
College huh College my ass I don't even know If I can pass high school... Just because I have all my credits and don't pass my proficiency basically means you can't graduate high school at all
Almost 18 years old and can't drive and don't work completely useless
you have two choices work or school
You are always fucking sleeping!!!
I always sleep is to pass time more faster and so I don't have to see you at all... Thats how I avoid you!!!! Hello been doing that since when in 5th grade!!!
I never push you to do anything!!! Yeah right because you I have always been a loner at school quiet and a loser and most of all no friends
Always had to stay home stuck in my room and never to go outside
All I ever did was to math homework for school and the math books that you buy for me....
Because of you I don't even know who the hell I'm.... because of you I became a two-faced bitch
I act completely different at school just so I can have friends I don't want to be a loner
Is it wrong of me to think like that??
Then at home I back talk and all this kind of other stuff..
But if You really give me a choice I rather stay in my room and never talk to people or even go outside!!
Never to push to do anything huh then why the hell I can't even go outside to play when I was a kid like other normal kids like my age.. Instead I stayed home doing math pages every single day!!! Causing me to explode and I decided to cheat by cutting out the answers in the back of the math bool and copying them down... in the end I got caught!!!! my everyday life was like this
wake up,go to school,come home, go to my room,work on homework,read books,go downstairs to go eat dinner while eating dinner watch T.V for an hour, go upstairs, take a shower go back to my room until its time to go to sleep.... Every single day like that never changing... HA sounds like a fun childhood!!! NOT!!! hate how you make it sound like I had everything I ever wanted.... Goddamn when it was summer it was even much worse.. When I was a 5th grader I already have a depression problem But did you ever noticed? NO to the point where I started to cut myself... you see cuts on my arm but she never suspects anything..
My cousin thinks all I do is pity myself Yeah I fucking do fucking pity my pathetic life...I'm pathetic as a human being> But most of all I hate myself
Teens my age doesn't even have to worried like that...While each night I worried if I'm going to kick out when I really turn 18 and if I do where the hell can I go..
I don't even know what the hell I even did to end up like this all pathetic and sad...
I have never ask for a life like this never wish for it to turn out like this..
What there to say life is never fair..
From the start there was nothing so in the end I have nothing to lose.. | |
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