ever since i remember i was different..no friends..it seems id come home everyday...alone..sad..the only thing to keep my head up was god..the only person who made me feel happy when i was sad...but..ppl say he isnt real...i dropped out of school freshman year...everyone hated me idk why..was a to fat? ugly? the only person who said no..was god...but why do ppl say he is not real..is the only person that loves me not there?...everything i was raised against..drugs.. alcohol..were what all the "popular kids" are getting praised for?
going Rambo fukking every girl they want? the world is becoming clear to me
..i hate it...i hate everything... i find no happiness...my doctor told me im a sever goreaphobic? whatever that means,,i guess it means i dont like to go outside?
but why blame me...it seems anything that brings me happiness...are raped...
everything from religion to mlp...ppl say hes not real..so what do i have to live for...i have no education no family..nothing..nothing brings me happiness...
the only thing outside of religion.. was mlp(dont judge me) the show that saved my life is slowly being raped by PORN..AND GORE..my depression is so bad that show saved me from myself... but ppl....kill everything i love...god,shows,everything,
i hate everything....i was put into a mental ward for saying i want to go columbine on my old school,,,im slowly going insane everything is pain...i was hoping the mayans were wrong..but now,,,i see no good in humanity,,,i just want to die | |
Don't give up on god he is everything! Those ppl are stupid and don't know what they are saying. I think you should go outside and see the world. Ignore everyone, you are the only one that is there and just take deep breaths of fresh air. Remember the world isn't shit just some of the people are. You need to learn to love yourself and your surroundings, god made them, and fuck everyone else.
My prays a with you I just wish I could do more.
But i'm sure you can make it don't give up. Dont give othrrs the satisfaction of seeing you fail!!!
Get off your ass and smoke grass. You're a psycho bitch and stop whining cunt. Do something about your shitty life now or you'll fuck up forever.
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