My story isn't the worst but I'm just feeling jaded about everything. I'm almost thirty and still living at home. I have no job. Have no money. Am heavily in debt. Couldn't finish college, I hated it, even went back multiple times. No true friends. No girl. I'm highly sensitive so when someone betrays me, its over, forever, which doesn't help in maintaining interpersonal relationships. I'm trying to be a novelist with obviously no success thus far. I've yet to fully complete a project actually. Laziness is a staple in my existence. I'm not the worst looking guy but am a bit overweight from a poor diet and not enough exercise. I spend most of my day on the internet, reading, and playing video games. Basically I have a feeling of going nowhere in life. My self confidence is pretty shot. I'm sadly in love with a girl on the internet I've never met who lives in China who is as much a bohemian low life as I am. She finds me interesting enough and would be willing to give me a chance if I got my life together. I consider myself a fairly intelligent human being, but my lethargic essence impedes in moving on in life. Essentially I want to be a child forever. So there was my little slice of life. Not as horrible as I've read on this site. I really got to start taking action though. | |
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Only you can free your mind and you already know how to you just have to give some effort and believe in a better you.
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