I am 25 yrs old. I have a perfect boyfie- handsome, caring, faithful etc etc. we've known each other since high school. its 7 yrs now and still counting. (in relationship with him about 4months ago) but my parents go against us. dad checked every phone call i made, every sms i received, every steps that i made. he also took my phone during the night. if im on the phone with my boyfie, he would misscall me so that he knew whether im on the phone or not. (we are in the same house). even if he dont, my sisters would report to my parents that i was on the phone with my bf during the night. suck. isnt it?
my parents do not allow me to watch movie. cant listen to music. cant play games. cant eat more. cant sleep more than normal (if i do, hot water will be splashed on me]. cant have vacation with friends [they're too busy to bring us to a vacation]. cant have boyfriend. have to read religious books. have to wear religious clothes. im doing my internship now so i practically stay at home. i have another one semester to complete my degree. parents ask to continue study off hostel means i cant stay in a hostel because they afraid i would go out. maybe they want me to live in a shell that they want to carry everywhere. they even go against my bro's relationship with the stupid fucking reason - distance (but still in the same country,stupido). make any sense?
im finishing my internship soon. i feel like destroying myself. they are irrelevant! i dont ask them for money. i live with my own loan money. i have to pay $15k after i complete my deg. and my house dont have TV.
anyway, i want to write more. but this is the only thing for now. i cant think more. i miss him. i cant even hangout with anyone. im not a high school kid anymore. im not a breastfeeding baby. im a 25-year-old women already, for God's sake. suck. fuck.