When I was a kid, I used to get my ass whooped from sun down to sun up. My family didn't have much noney, and we was all living in a 2 bedroom house and and my parents had 6 kids including myself. My dad barely kept a job because all he did was drink a lot and always end up losing a job because he would go to work drunk. My mom had a job working cleaning at other people's houses because due to her not finishing high school and didn't get a diploma, she couldn't get hired anywhere else. Now I'm all grown up and away from the people I called mom and dad, I'm pretty much had followed into their foot steps of not being shit and a loser. I have three kids that gets on my last nerves and can barely, just like my parents can support my own now. Its hard getting a job, a man that will stay around, and not fuck me more than he can look at me. Living in a small apartment with expensive rent, sometimes never have any power on, no money, and this is a gun to my temple. I'm about to call child welfare on myself because I can't support these little assholes, maybe if I shouldn't of had kids I would been in this hell mess and I would have a boyfriend that will actually stay around. No one here cant judge me, because reading some of the stories here you are not the one to judge, we all have shitty lives.