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Posted by friendoftheloners at April 27, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Loneliness

I came from a dominant, confident, never been dump and living the life financially and having tons of friends to now 30 jobless, lives at home and friendless. I lost everyone and the only person i did have was an emotional abusive ex bf and lastnight was the last (yah right I said this 2x already) ill ever have him cuss at me.. I cussed him out too... I have God and I should be good BUT Why do I feel this emptiness and sadness... Ive became the black sheep of the family and I dislike my lil lesbian sister who selfishly only care about her happiness and does what she wants and acts as if everyone is her slave including my folks BUT everyone adores her... WTF!!!!
I want friends to go out with and praying so badly to finally the guy whose rib I came out from...
Im not an ugly woman, Im decent looking and have such a one of a kind heart.
Its sucks cause all I really want is to find my soulmate but how can I if I dont go out cause no where to go and I dont have my own car and Jobless... what would I do without the internet.. Its my bestfriend now and hoping God will miracously manifest the guy of my dreams online or at least the friends whom can be for life...
Damnnn I forgot to mention I tolerated the ex and kept chasing him cause I have nobody else.. I actually did loved the guy but he can careless if I died... I so hope I can stand on my ground this time and not chase after him cause Im feeling alone and wants to get out.. Im tired feeling like a fool and he disrespected me sooo much and never said sorry yet my dumb ass cant help feeling this loneliness and badly I wanna get out so I chase him and just forgive him.
I am prayingggggg for a miracle cause I really dont want to resort to him anymore... he takes the pleasure in emotionally tormenting me first and when he has enough then maybe he will take pitty on me... Sometimes I wish someone teachs him a lesson or he can trade places with me for a week so he can know my sorrows...
Well thank u all for reading and just know whoever feels friendless that U always got a friend in me.


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By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 08:06

It will be ok..if you want to talk you can e-mail me @
By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 16:41


By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 11:42

Become a hooker. Go to Nevada,it is legal in the brothels.
By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 11:59

dont listen to this cock sucking asshole... he was born from his mom beinf a hooker so he is hatin the world or She for that matter..
Trust God keep your head up.
By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 12:01

I couldnt agree more!!!!
Maybe its a hooker itself that why its know where to even standby

By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 12:04

whats that got to do with her problems u ignorant dumb fuck.
dont listen to these low lifes here who has nothing better to say.
Tell your jerk of an ex to step the Fuck out and the hell with your sister.
Do you and what makes you happy

By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 12:58

No problem really, dump the guy who treats you like trash.

Stop waiting for a guy.

Work out, exercise, maximize your life now.

If you find someone good along the way, great.

Also, no one is perfect, but you should not be disrespected.

No one else ever will make you happy, happiness is a decision you have to make.

By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 16:41

Get stoned, shut up.
By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 17:11

be an addict like you no ty

By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 17:18

Wow you think you get comfort from people like you but some of you are just punkass bitches.
People who is bashing me Fuck you all and I may have my own issues but at least Im lived well before than you heartless addicts will ever live.
And I dont doubt those who likes to talk crap have it worse oh so much worse than me.... At least I aint no fucken druggie...
no disrespect to the rest.. this is only for those who should be the one deserving to be 6 ft under.
By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 21:03

Get a job, act like a adult, for once in your miserable life.
By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 22:59

and you are an adult right by how you are coming off on me and saying my miserable life? bitch im more mature than u will ever be... go suck your dads cock u faggot or lesbo
By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 22:59

lol feisty
By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 23:00

can we all juss get along

By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 23:06

first of all IGNORE the negative comments becuz u already know they are jealous your life is less miserable than theirs. If you pay attention to these dimwits then you loose.
I suggest to apply at any jobs for the moment and only worry about yourself! Your ex knows he can control you and you are just taking baits from him. Do NoT give him that pleasure! You said you believe in God so you should know you are not alone.
By anonymous at 28,Apr,12 23:07

thank u....

By anonymous at 30,Apr,12 00:39

Ill pray for you tonight whoever you are. God will know who I am praying for. Look at it like this and compare your life with mine. I am going through a pretty tough time. In November I got busted with 7 ounces of weed and I hired a lawyer and she wanted me to wear a wire and do drug bust on my friends and I decided not to do that and she threatened me if I didnt do that that I would do 11 months in jail plus 2 years probation. I have now found me another lawyer and he said he doesnt think I will do any jail time since this is my first criminal offense. But even if I dont do any jail time I am facing my first felony charge and most likely I will get a felony for this. I got court coming up this wendesday and this has been a 4 month process. Been stuggling and worried like crazy since that day I got arrested. Who wants to do 11 months in jail?! I now most likely wont be able to enlist in the military (which was my dream) and now I got to figure out what I can go for the rest of my life that will work with someone having a felony on their record. I am probably going to try to become an electrician since I heard they are felony friendly, but the sad thing is that I dont want to become an electrician. Just doing it because I practically have too. Oh and I basically dont have any friends either. I do have a girl friend though and been with her for 7 years and I can honestly say thats the best thing about my life, but now I feel like I have failed her and myself and sometimes I think about breaking up with her because I feel like I am going to struggle in life now because of a felony and I love her too much to make her struggle financially with me. So look at it like this. Yea you might now have a job right now but you do have opportunities out there that most of us people with a criminal history dont have. Friends come and go and as for your ex you need to figure that out for yourself. If he doesnt make you happy let him go and maybe he will run back to you. But if he doesnt care about you you need to just let him go. You will be alright. God sees all and he loves you. This is all a test. God is the teacher and he is testing you and when a teacher hands out a test the teacher is quiet and watching their students. God is with you even though you cant hear him or see him. You got to have faith. Believe me if I can move forward with this you can too. I believe in you and so does God. God Bless and Ill definitely pray for you tonite.
By anonymous at 30,Apr,12 12:10

wow thank u so much and may God help you as well

By anonymous at 02,May,12 15:17

SO im nobody but a believer in God. Me and my wife walked into a restaurant that looked like it was closed. Lights off, no people, so we knocked on the door and found this old humble, vietnamese guy. we came to realize he was a christian tooo;what are the odds, and i said to him, "it must be hard running a business when you have no customers." And he said to me in broken english, "When you have God in your life, whether you have much, or little, your life is Great because he gives you all you need". =D
By anonymous at 04,May,12 02:09


By Berlynn at 27,Dec,16 16:52

Hipbos!so cute -- esp. mom knitting (they're tropical creatures, you know, and when the circus goes north, junior's going to get chl.iy)iPlp's line also encapsulates Jimmy Stewart's character in "The Greatest Show on Earth". More proof of Hollywood taking Aloysius' ideas for their own.

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