I consider myself as one of those 'disney' witches . I have a long deviated nose, small eyes, a messy hairline with thin frizzy hair.. and an assymetrical face... I am skinny with a pear shaped body .. (yeah flat breasts and huge thighs).. I have no confidence that is obvious from the way i walk .. i look nothing like my sisters who are as pretty as celebrities ..
I live in a country where appearance is the most dominant power .. where girls are soo competitive with their looks.. I isolate myself and spend most of my time in my room to aviod the look-criticizing society i live in..
I live in a country where most people are rich living in lovely large houses while i live in a small appartment ..
Along with my appearance I have a crappy personality that repels people away .. I am a stubborn selfish jelous thing .. Even though people do not notice that . because I work on keeping those feelings to myself ...
I am bad communicator .. I prefer to remain silent for most of the time ..
Conversations put me in an awkward situation ... I avoid direct contact because i dont want people noticing my facial defects ..
I am a stupid nerd who has nothing in life other than studying which i barely pass..
I spend my vacations on the internet searching for solutions to help me accept my life ...
My youth is fading ... why on earth I was born with a bad luck?