Im 26yrs old I have a girlfriend of 7yrs who hates my guts and we have a beautiful 4.5month old son. Though ive changed before he was born I fucked my life up by being addicted to heroin for ten years(Im clean for 1.5yrs. now) and being in and out of jail alot of the time. Ive grown up since but that isnt the issue. Things were going good for a while this last year or so I had a good job I liked, was doing everything right with my parole, me and her loved each other and Feb. 1st we had the most beautiful baby boy in the world. Her and I have had a rocky relationship in the past but we were doing good since I cleaned up. But ever since she had the baby more and more every day she tells me what a worthless peice of shit i am, how I do nothing for the family, how I dont care about my family, and other untrue, unfair bullshit. It started out as little disputes here and there and is now to the point that we cant be together anymore, much less do we still sleep in the same bed or show each other any kind of warmth or affection. Ive tried to make it work but she cant stop arguing long enough to try. on top of all that about 2mos. ago I all of a sudden got bouts of barely being able to breath for days at a time due to a type of asthma brought on by the BP oil spill(I live right on the gulf coast), Which caused me to lose my job a few days ago, and when my parole officer finds out im unemployed shell probably take me away from my son for the next 5 years or so, which would kill me as hes my reason for living. I dont know what to do anymore. Im not looking for a shoulder to cry on I just really need some advice. Anyone who wants to tell me that im a drug addict loser or that im whining dont bother, fuck you in advance, you know your only tough on the internet anyway. Thank you to anyone with some good feedback.