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Welcome to my life

Posted by anonymous at April 29, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Loneliness  Sexuality

This si my 4th entry in this website. And yes my life sucks.

I'm a 20 years old moroccan gay man, alone and lonely. I've been in some relationships that lasted only for some days. I have lots of qualities that can make of me a very popular person. I'm smart, somehow funny, and somehow nice. I study French at University, and I know lots of poeple. I hang around with them a lot, I somehow feel accepted and loved. But it seems that at some point, they let go of me. I can't figure out why. I do my best so I can stay close to them, but it just doesn't work. I look around and see people talking and laughing, and having a good time together, but they barely notice me, or come to me. It always has to be me the one to go to them. Sometimes I just feel like I want people to abroad me, and talk to me. It might seem a very benign issue, but actually it sucks. I've come to lose all my emotions and my motivation. I don't feel like having friends anymore, though I know it's very important. Maybe that's the reason why after all ? It shows that I'm a very cold person, so nobody dare approach me ? I also feel uncomfortable under my skin(But I don't lack much of self confidence). I think other people are resilient and independant, unlike me. I can go and talk to someone, and make it look like I really need them, but they seem to be distant and careless. I feel like being with me or not is something that makes no difference. People have their own lives, and I don't. They act the way they like, and are not afraid to show it. And that pisses me off.

I don't know if what I say makes sens, but I hope you understand me.

Please help


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By at 29,Apr,12 10:34

Don't be confuse last year i was having problem too and a friend save me out of the mess,with this Messiah contact freemercytemple@yahoo.com i was able to cast this spell of draw her attention to me and after doing all the messiah ever want i was surprised when she call me on phone that she was coming over to the house and forget all that ever happen. With this messiah contact i am happy today.
By anonymous at 29,Apr,12 10:39

Freemercy Cons in the house...watch ur wallets
By anonymous at 29,Apr,12 10:40

Lol


By anonymous at 29,Apr,12 10:49

Get out of the closet.
By anonymous at 29,Apr,12 10:52

What do you mean ?
By Cursed at 29,Apr,12 15:00

They mean- come clean. Stop hiding the fact that you are gay.


By anonymous at 29,Apr,12 11:20

Suck more cock.
By anonymous at 02,May,12 03:28

fuck more slag


By anonymous at 29,Apr,12 12:15

Hey, I understand that feeling. Being lonely makes you need to protect yourself a bit, hiding how bad you feel by burrying your emotions, becoming emotionless. Being alone makes you not want anything, what's the point of having money when there is no one to spend it with, and that makes you lose motivation. You are not the only one who feels that way. Don't worry, I think most people cannot see your desperation. It's probably just paranoa. I still think the best way to make friends is online. Use msn or something


By anonymous at 29,Apr,12 13:34

I'm in the same boat as you. Can't bust out of the fucking ole closet because my parents will surely freak out. Madly In love with a straight guy who doesn't know me at all, and would probably want nothing to do with me. I hate that i have to be like this and suffer from just being 'queer'. This world is a savage place for the likes of us i just want out. I've been in constant pain for the last 3yrs perhaps it's about time i do something to end it. I don't want to cry any more and hit my head repeatedly when something would go wrong. I need some peace of mind and only my death could give what i've been wanting for all my life. :,c


By at 29,Apr,12 13:36

I'm in the same boat as you. Can't bust out of the fucking ole closet because my parents will surely freak out if they find out bout it. Madly In love with a straight guy who doesn't know me at all, and would probably want nothing to do with me. I hate that i have to be like this and suffer from just being 'queer'. This world is a savage place for the likes of us i just want out. I've been in constant pain for the last 3yrs perhaps it's about time i do something to end it. I don't want to cry any more and hit my head repeatedly when something would go wrong. I need some peace of mind and only my death could give what i've been wanting for all my life. :,c


By at 29,Apr,12 20:55

we will be together soon.............
By anonymous at 30,Apr,12 06:32

She'll catch you first


By anonymous at 30,Apr,12 00:46

I'm straight but even I know gay men are only into physical sex.
that explains why your relationship only lasted a few days
By anonymous at 30,Apr,12 01:05

Lol. You know fucking nothing
By Ye at 30,Apr,12 05:48 Fold Up

you have no idea sir so please shut the fuck up!
By at 30,Apr,12 06:14

You shut up ; )
By anonymous at 30,Apr,12 07:45 Fold Up

Fuckwit knows nothing


By anonymous at 30,Apr,12 07:56

That's what I said, you know nothing


By anonymous at 02,May,12 08:04

This wasn't really about homosexuality. It's mostly about loneliness and finding it hard to fit in...


By Suuley at 29,Jun,12 17:07

Woah nelly, how about them appels!


By anonymous at 04,Jul,12 23:36

You need a vigorous ramming of cock. Fleets of steely cocks.


By crorkz at 05,Aug,14 19:45

cbUmnm Very good blog.Much thanks again.


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