| | Posted by anonymous at July 18, 2010 |
Ironically, the only positive thing I can say to you all is congratulations, you're right about how life sucks. Optimists just cannot accept the fact that nonsensical shit happens and there's no silver lining to it. For example, I had a wonderful boyfriend, the first person I connected with in my shy life, and we helped each other find some measure of happiness. Then he KILLED HIMSELF. There is no silver lining here; I am simply left alone and doubly sad because the happiness I had a taste of was taken away from me. Isn't that silly?
There is no meaning to this. I was happy and now I'm sad. We are at the mercy of our mammalian emotions, and there's no escaping death. There are no values, no rules. The only thing you can do is try to have as many happy experiences as possible because they feel good......but that doesn't mean that you will.
Keep up the good fight, people! (or not, whatever...) At least you're brave enough to admit the truth about life.
Oh, and Optimists: go die in a fire. It probably will turn out to be a positive thing in the end! |
| | Posted by anonymous at July 18, 2010 |
I hate my life, got dumped by my boyfriend 3 months ago, he's made it perfectly clear there is no chance of us getting back together,he has moved on he does not feel anything for me anymore. Got myself a new job thinking I can concentrate on that and forget about him but that job did not work out after only being there for a month, now jobless, loveless and feel totally empty and alone. My friends has been fab but they have got their own lives and problems to sort out. I'm 36, where's my friends has moved on with the next stage of life- kids, marriage, buying house, living with a partner etc, my life is still at stage one and to make matter worse I'm jobless as well now! This is one of lowest point of my life I just feel so empty and alone with nothing to look forward to, I don't think I can take anymore bad news. I am trying to find a job as soon as possible not just for the money but for my own sanity as well, as I live on my own I don't want it to get to the stage where months after months I'm here in my flat alone every day, every night, every weekend I wouldn't be able to handle that.Everything just looks bleak like I'm entering a long dark tunnel that doesn't seems to end there doesn't seem to be a light at the end of it.
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| | Posted by Ryan at July 18, 2010 |
I'm 30 now. My life has always been an adventure. I'm an only child, only grandchild and only nephew. My step sis since I was two, died in 2009, jan. My dad died in 2009, june, my step mom died in 2009, dec. I lost my whole family in one year. I had my first daughter in 2008. I have 7 felonies. I just about have an associetes degree in business management now. but no job and no money. My lady has a great job and three boys. I have nothing and she hates me. Ive raised these boys and my baby for the last three years. My dad was rich and he died 6 months before my stepmom so all his millions went to her. she died six months later so it all went to my peice of shit step brother who they banned to Arizona for not taking care of his autistic daughter who my step sis was raising and now the court against all I said, placed her with her real mothers parents who sexually molested her mom for her whole life. I can't protect my neice or any fam. Have no money, and can't look out for my own, have no job, and no way to make money. I'm the degfinition of loser and can't help any of the limited fam I have left. I can't deal anymore and I can't pay bills. I've lived the life of any normal wishing person traveling the whole country. But now that I want to do right I can't even help. I quit drugs even though weed was my life, and my lady won't even sleep with me. I just want to blow my head off everyday. I hang in ther for my daughter and hope life doesn't get worse. Now I'm bout to go to... |
| | Posted by It's my fault at July 18, 2010 |
So I am told by my so called mother that my husband is a mother fucker to me because I make him that way well where do I start he was wonderful then we had our baby girl he threw me out of the house two weeks after having a c-section then locked me out in the cold for over an hour a few days later then he pushed me down and tried to get her from me about a month later then we found out she had leukemia OMG!!! on a week she was able to come home he got so shit faced drunk he went in her room and pissed all over her she was hooked to IV's the fuckhead then he would come to the hospital and yell at me so now 4 years later he is still at it why I am with him because I don't want my daughter staying with the drunk ex-con ex-meth addict who pays no attention to her unless he is mad at me then he plays disneyland dad mother fucker so he has his fucking buddy move in and they drink every fucking night yippeee!! yeah me!!! god dam mother fucker!!!! I am waiting for him to hit me the bitch I will send him back to the joint!!! |
| | Posted by Girlyyyyy! at July 18, 2010 |
We moved in our apartment almost a year ago & its been HELL the neighbors are so fucking black and ghetto! They randomly shoot birds with guns and sometimes egg cars. Police are here every week. I heard these 10 yr olds talking about selling weed. They blast LOUD music all fucking day!
One time at 5am this guy knocked on the door asking for shoes WTF?!?! A month ago a guy got shot and died. Tons of people saw but no one did shit about it. My friend said she saw this black guy chase this eskimo guy with a gun down the street. Today 3 black kids wouldnt get out of my moms car so it took her about 10 minutes 2 get them out. Today, I confronted this kid about selling weed and he was like "Say it to my sister she'll throw your ass out the window." It happened about 30 minutes ago. I dont feel safe walking outside outside by myself. I fucking HATE my neighbors! This is why people hate black people. I want to call the police and report them but if I do... Im gonna get jumped or shot. I hope God sends these fucking niggers to hell.
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| | Posted by Jonathan at July 17, 2010 |
I hate my life because my whole family is so quick to Jon did it. My dad gives my older brother more things like life just because he is sick. My family cares more about themselfs and they just want to have fun when I run around crazy working my ass off while my lazy family sits down when i work like im a monkey or something. I wish somebody could just end me like some book but i just work evry day i wish someone whould just kill me so i whould not be a slave anymore. |
| | Posted by Ken at July 17, 2010 |
I know there is a high rate of divorce in the world, but it really sucks when it happens to you, and especially when it is for a stupid reason, that is, not infidelity, not lack of money, not bad or violent behaviour, etc but just falling out of love. The people of the world needs to grow up! |
| | Posted by Sweeto at July 17, 2010 |
I am a 36 yrs old widow. My husband died a few months back in a road traffic accident and has left behind a 3 year old daughter and a 62 yrs old widow mother. Presently I am working and trying best to keep moving in life. I am little lost and has no idea of how to move ahead in life. Don't want to get married again until someone real good comes in life. Thinking abt adopting a son but as I am working, I am not sure how good that would be for the whole family. Don't want to take decision in haste and create more mess. Would appreciate a lot if the readers could provide practical solution to my problem. Indeed life sucks at times. |
| | Posted by lifeless at July 17, 2010 |
my family is not the same anymore. my sister brings me down. my parents are always bitching to each other about moving. my family is plain annoying and deppressing. it seems like everything i do is wrong. i make the wrong friends, i make the wrong decisions, everybody hates me. i feel ashamed of everything cuz thats how my sister makes me feel. there's not a fucking normal person in this stupid town. if u were to say hi to anybody or try to strike up a conversation, they'd just stare at u like your a retard. i'd do anything to get out of here or start a new life. i cant take this anymore. i just wanna start all over. i dont even feel like im living because im trying too hard to figure my life out. MY LIFE SUCKS!! i wanna leave this place forever |
| | Posted by anonymous at July 16, 2010 |
when i was younger i was teased alot because of dark spots on my legs.
the spots are a result of mosquito and sand-fly bites from where i live in the caribbean.
Now i'm 17 and all i wear are long jeans because the marks ar still there. I can't go to the beach or parties because they require you to wear swimsuits and nice dresses.
so my life is pretty much boring i don't do anything for fun.Just go to school and back home =(
I just want to be able to wear shorts and dresses and feel good.
It's summer now and it's really hot but i have to wear jeans. the upper part of my body is fine....
I wish i could get something to remove the marks on my legs
i've tried quite a few products...nothing ever worked. |
| | Posted by Indiana man at July 15, 2010 |
I know im not the only one with the same problems. My dad is a drunk and he has many mental problems. I have always been poor eating the government cheese. The erea i live in is the midwest of america so go figure im always finding myself going from one crappy job to the next because of economic downsizing of epic proportions,collecting unemployment or no income at all. Im in a shitload of dept from the poor lifestyle of not being able to pay all my bills because i live alone and i recieve very little help from people. I have medical problems that make me as sick as hell in times of no health insurance. Every woman i ever met used me to get back with someone else so none of those woman lasted long. I learned that fucking and dumping someone no matter how much they say they love you is the only way to go so thats my way of protecting myself from rejection and it feels kinda bad but not as bad as being rejected first. I always grew up in poor nieghborhoods and got into a lot of fights and i have had many things i loved stolen from me like stereos,cars,and so on. I have been mugged 3 times by gunpoint. The third time i got mugged i got away by running the mugger over with my car so i think he probably died but i dont care. I could tell you more on me but i will stop because i have things i cant even talk about that just tear me up inside. I know things could be way worse because i am outside everyday and i see things that really blow my mind. Im 36 years old. I still have i tiny little bit of hope left and i have 3 wonderful cats to care for. All i ask for is that things dont get worse. I dont ask for much. |
| | Posted by HaHa at July 15, 2010 |
For you, life is pointless. You walk around day in and day out, going through the motions, but feeling nothing. You lay in bed at night wondering exactly what the point of living is. You hope for better days, but acknowledge the fact that these days will probably not come, so you put on your game face and try to deal with it.
It annoys you to no end that you always feel like there is someone inside of you waiting to come out, but you don’t know who that person is. Don’t know how to get to them, to tell them to come out. You wish you could be this person, and sometimes you think you are, but that never changes the fact that you are not. You sadly marvel at the fact that no one around you seems to notice that anything is wrong. They all pretend that everything is fine and nothing is unusual or out of place. They are good actors. They are as fucked up as you are, and they know it as well, but no one likes to show it.
You are happy sometimes. You pass through periods; days, weeks, months, or if you’re lucky, maybe even years, when you are happy. When you think things are looking up and finally changing, that your life is making a turn for the better. But those times don’t come around often enough. You do not have enough love and happiness in your life to make the anger and badness not count.
You are a prisoner of your mind, you ride a rollercoaster of thoughts and then you throw up because you can’t deal with all the emotions that they’ve made you... |
| | Posted by anonymous at July 15, 2010 |
So truth is my life doesn't suck overall, but this situation sure felt bad when it culminated. Still does actually and probably will for too long a time.
Condensed Backstory (loads of great details left out)- my father met my mother when he was already unhappily married with 5 kids in their 20+'s , had me as a love child and lived happily with mom and I for 13 years. Separated and went back with first family but still maintained relationship and since college we have had lunch nearly evey week.
Fast forward 15 years, his wife still raging anger after 35+ years forces my now old, ill and care-dependant father to call me, on Father's Day, to tell me he's done with our relationship forever. I thought he was calling to wish me a Happy Father's Day as my first child, a daughter, was just about a month old. Pretty cruel shit. |
| | Posted by anonymous at July 15, 2010 |
My parents are divoriced I'm 13 and a girl and every calls me an emo freak I try to write what I'm feeling in a notebook but my parents took it and read it then laughed in my face no one really likes me and still my parents call me a slut the say it to my face and dont care when i cry......... Yea my life sucks. |
| | Posted by anonymous at July 14, 2010 |
So my life sucks. One of my parents is legally blind and deaf. My other parent has a drug problem. We're always broke. My parents constantly fight. The house i live in is a REALLY small 2 bedroom 1 bath, theres 5 of us. My sister has anger problems. I hate myself. And the only people i could trust my so called "friends" turned there back on me so now i have noone. Not popular at all, people think im odd. Ive gone down the wrong road, im addicted to smoking, (im 15). noone cares. Guys only like me because they think im a slut. I'm the "bad" child, says my parents. I know it doesn't sound that bad, and i know its not as bad as the stories on here. But all you can do is read the small description of my life, you can't live it and see. |
| | Posted by gee at July 14, 2010 |
i am a twelve year old girl nobdy cares my mum is ill and i tryed to help her but she always shouts then my dad starts my brothers always call me fat and so do all off my mates i hate my life i have hardley any mates everyone talks about me behind me .
i am crying because all i have had for at least since i was born i have had shoouting and name calling.
i relly feel let down at skool cause of this i dont like staying at home i try to go to my grandad i have just had tea with my family i hated i felt so scared i got told of for leaving some cause i wasnt hungrey i dont like my life . :'(i feel like i want to cry for ever
from gee
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| Posted by slips at July 13, 2010 |
Life sucks because there is no justice.
Stupid lazy people get good jobs, and smart hard-working people starve. It seems like being stupid or lazy actually makes it easier to get a good job.
Smart people get screwed unless they are also really lucky in other ways. Being smart is more of a detriment than being stupid is for getting a job and for succeeding in life, unless you are smart and an asshole, in which case it might work out for you. But smart and nice? Smart and mentally ill? Forget it. |
| | Posted by anonymous at July 13, 2010 |
Yes my life is one big suck fest! Of course I know there are people in the world with more important problems than me but I'm allowed to vent though. So I'm a 22 year old female and I've never had a proper boyfriend. I know I'm shy and I find it hard to meet new people. I guess I don't really mind being single all that much because I can have fun with my friends and not worry about a guy. I just hope people don't think I'm some kind of loser because of it. I don't know if that makes sense.
I'm at university and it seems no matter how hard I try I always seem to get bad marks. It's not fair! I have also been trying to look for a casual job somewhere so I can earn money while I'm at university studying but every time I apply for a job I don't get accepted! I hate it!
Why do some people have the perfect life like perfect job and perfect relationship and other people have no hope? Nothing ever goes my way! If there is a god he surely isn't with me!
Don't get me wrong. I don't want to commit suicide or anything because I know that it doesn't solve anything. I just want to know if luck will ever be on my side? Or is this it? |
| | Posted by Blah at July 13, 2010 |
I just moved to a place that I seriously hate more than anything. My boyfriend lives back where I used to live and I never get to see him. My best friends and I will probably see each other only once a year now. I hate myself. I hate my parents, they don't understand anything. I want to move out already. |
| | Posted by ... at July 13, 2010 |
FML! Im sick of this! It seems like every boyfriend I get only wants sex!
I met this really nice guy & I thought he liked my for me but he didnt. He was like you should show me your tits. I did & then he said to take off all of my clothes i said no then he dumped me!!
Fuck this life. I can never find the right guy, there all horny bastards. |
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