Well, it's 2 years later and it is my son's 9th birthday. I am still brokenhearted for him. It's ridiculous. He has severe quadriplegic cerebral palsy, cortical blindness, microcephaly, etc. He is like a 5 month old baby. Now I am suicidal. I won't kill myself because I don't want to leave him to who-knows-what. But he is so severely disabled that nothing improves his condition. I hate myself and want to die. |